Thursday, April 30, 2009, 7:54 AM
The Innocent Can Never Last.

Say, hey!

Hear the sound of the falling rain
Coming down like an Armageddon flame
The shame, the ones who died without a name

Hear the dogs howling out of key
To a hymn called "Faith and Misery"
And bleed, the company lost the war today

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On Holiday

Hear the drum pounding out of time
Another protester has crossed the line
To find the money's on the other side

Can I get another Amen?
There's a flag wrapped around a score of men
A gag, a plastic bag on a monument

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
On holiday

The representative from California has the floor

Zieg Heil to the president gasman
Bombs away is your punishment
Pulverize the Eiffel towers
Who criticize your government

Bang, bang goes the broken glass
Kill all the fags that don't agree
Trials by fire, setting fire
Is not a way that's meant for me
Just cause, just cause, because we're outlaws, yeah

I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives
I beg to dream and differ from the hollow lies
This is the dawning of the rest of our lives

This is our lives on holiday.

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, 5:54 AM
1st Leg.

Man Utd 1 - 0 Arsenal
(supposedly a 50-50 players' fault, but Teves took the yellow instead)

"When Johnny goes marching down the wing,
O'Shea, O'Shea!"

GOOD DAY, it had started off.
VERY GOOD INDEED. :)
Albeit sitting for the two MYE papers and
the fact that MANU could've scored 2 to 3
MORE goals, they played well this morning.
They were the dominating team, honestly.
+ Ryan Giggs' 800th appearance on ze pitch.
hoooooooooooraaaaaaah. :D
Steady there, Ferdinand, don't get injured again.
Men of the match (for me) : Carlos Teves & Anderson


shyde. still haven't gotten the gloves yet.
have to wait till the new stock arrives.
awwwwhhhmm. :\

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009, 7:49 AM
Close, But No Cigar.

I hear voices in my head
The council me
They understand
They tell me things that I will do
They show me things I'll do to you
They talk to me, they talk to me

You got your rules and your religion
All designed to keep you safe
But when rules start getting broken
You start questioning your faith
I have a voice that is my savior
Hates to love and loves to hate
I have the voice that has the knowledge
And the power to rule your fate

I hear voices crying
I see heroes dying
I taste the blood that's drying
I feel the tension rising

All the lawyers are defenseless
All the doctors are disease
And the preachers all are sinners
And the police just take the grease
All you judges you are guilty
All the bosses I will fire
All you bankers will have losses
And politicians are all liars

I see darkness falling
I hear voices calling
I feel justice crawling
I see faïth has fallen!

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, 5:36 AM
I've Got 99 Problems But A B*tch Ain't One.

chess.
umm.
I'm afraid about today. Didn't turn out too good.

- Had cramps - went home and found out why. :\
- LOST MY GAME IN ENG. OMG. And tmr's the Eng Paper 1, this is not possible. (HAHA, it'll come back. I know it will.)
- BROKE.
- Found out that Triple H LOST HIS TITLE. X(

and these were the bad things. 1 VERY important
thing left to go. Yes, you've got it.

MAN UTD VS. ARSENAL

omfgwhatelsecanyousayriiiiiiiiight.
please, let the start of tmr (mainly from 0245 hrs onwards) be a great one. So I can go through my papers a little restless but joyfully. It will be worth it. :)

PS: Remember to go out with Daddy J to buy
TKD gloves & mouthpiece tmr after papers. :\

Tuesday, April 28, 2009, 6:47 AM
Even The People Who Never Frown Eventually Break Down.

The no.1 question is, how could you ignore it?



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Best of luck Fir.
tmr's gonna' be a killer.
FOR YOU.
can't say that I haven't experienced it before. :)

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Monday, April 27, 2009, 6:58 AM
the list goes on and on.

Hmmm.
I'm wondering,
was there someplace where
I went wrong?
Please correct me if it's
my mistake, I'm only human.

Sunday, April 26, 2009, 7:40 AM
You Can't Stop Me Motherf*cker, 'cause I'm On A Boat.

Proposalssssssssss.
Tons. Kay. Get used to it Hidayah.
Responsibilities, remember that.
Plus, you're thinking of boats right?
Boats + Sawyer + Vids + Drama = BOB
BOB = Happiness <3


Fifth of vodka (Like A Boss)
Now I'm Dead. :)

, 2:46 AM
No.1 Hero of New Salvation.

*sip sip. aaaaaah.*
I don't want to sleep in class anymore.
I want to get through Ms.Sim's class without
a frown.
I want to complete her work on time.
(Not to get the chocolates lah k)
I want to stop watching
Paris Hilton's My New BFF.
HAHAHAHAHA.
I want to like running, I don't like seeing it
as a chore.
I want to gain speed when sparring.
AND speaking of sparring, check out what I found.


*It came without the audio, fyi.
3.44 - Total knock-out for 10 counts.
OMG. This cannot happen, okay. Cannot.

DAAAAANG.
I really need to improve before July.
K, Hoe's out.

Saturday, April 25, 2009, 5:22 AM
too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.

Attempted doing math homework in front
of the TV screen with 'FRIENDS' on.
FAILED.
Just managed to complete 1 question in a
whole hour. Yes, I guess I do suck in things like that.
So left for TKD Training.
YEAY. HELLO NEW TOBOK.
AND A BLACK ONE TOO. :]
Waited so long for the black-belt,
and finally got my conversion done with.
HOOOO-RAAAAHH. *enthusiastically* :)

ARASHI DESU - Comments I found on the net.
Kitto Daijoubu : "Matsujun is very pwetty XD"
Step and Go:
"1.32 - Sho looks like a model 0_o
1.47 - Ohno looks like a model :^*
2.15 - Nino looks like a model :^*}
2.43 - Aiba looks like a model ^_^
Jun...
is always looking like a model. (Teehee)"
OMG, (Matsujun Fangirls Unite! :D)

I know Sham soooo hates me right now. X)

"I'm too wierd to live, but
much too rare to die."
- Bat Country :]

Friday, April 24, 2009, 6:09 AM
Get Real, Kay. You Want Out.

HEH, Whack Hair.

I forgot what I had in mind to post.
Oh damn it.
I'm just glaaaad that F&N Practical's now over.
More time for coursework and theory now.
b-b-but, still disappointed in myself.
I KNOW.
It can't always go the way we plan it to.
Shit happens, yes.
I just hope I haven't let anyone down in anything.
but if you want, I will accept take the blame. :\

PS: I don't want to cut shave off my sides again. Yes, some peers had wanted me to shave 'em of again, but I just want it to grow longer for now, you know. For Prom or something.
Come to think of it, I did wanted a mowhawk for Prom.
Hmmm. :)

Thursday, April 23, 2009, 6:55 AM
2 Million Soldiers Can't Be Wrong.

$crewed up during F&N Practical.
Not well-prepared enough, maybe, and
didn't have back-up plans for last-minute
worst-case scenarios.
Kay, so teacher graded us on looks.
Almost all were graded 70+ and above in the end.
I didn't see the reason why I thought of this as
a challenge, when the teachers stepped in so much
so that their presentations look uber fantastic,
when honestly -.-
SO my prawns went bad today and had to find new ones.
SO somebody stole my item for my last dish.
SO I teared a little and snapped at Seng Hai. sorry.
SO I got a 78.
I FEEL LIKE fghduyguw, OKAY. HONESTLY. WTF.
Not the best day for me. I think I had let myself down a little.

and, GVSS Drama Club got a Bronze for
this year's SYF.
I'm still proud of you guys, no matter.
Whether they pulled up the standards or not,
if you did your best, then there's n
o
hard feelings. Congrats.

Thank GOD I found my F&N File.
What will I do without you.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009, 2:29 AM
36 Is Too Big.

HAHA.
OMG.
How could I get a 32/40 for a Mock Oral Exam.
32/40 = A freaking A1. No f-ing way.
Srsly, the teacher must've been asleep
'cause I was fumbling through the conversation the whole time.
Oh yeah, I forgot to mention.
It was a frigging MALAY Oral Exam.
I SUCK at malay, big time. wtf x 100,000.

Chicken is doing fine, hibernating marinating in the fridge.
Hopefully my practical is a sucess.
Can't help but getting really panic-stricken this whole week.
AAAAAAAAAAAAHH. :(


fine. do what you want.
kay, won't care anymore.
like srsly, I'm so tired of this.
it's perfectly fine if I'm alone in this whole predicament,
but go on. just go astray if you must want to.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009, 4:17 AM
REDOX.

Kay, no chem notes. For now.
Can live with it.
Oh, Maths Mock Exam was :O
oh man. At first, it was simple.
Srsly, I felt confident. But,
as i reached the 7th page, oh my.
Started scratching my head/watching
classmates one-by-one begining to fall asleep.
Kay, the worst.
Page 15.
Made ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE AT ALL.
Ans: x = YOUR MOTHER AH. HAHA, TAKE THAT.
Darn you, setter from Pasir Ris Sec Sch, whoever you are.

You = Unwanted clemency.

, 3:35 AM
oh, nothing.

So, countdown with me.

- Approx. less than 48hrs till my F&N 'O' Levels Practical, and yes, (as usual) I am already hyperventilating and going all out of my mind.
- Less than 3 months till the TKD tournament, and I have a long way to go before I am actually confident of myself on the mat. Plus, I have to tryyyy my best not to get injured during the trainings and the tournament itself, or it could prolly affect me/my health. NO. Not this year, nah-uh.
- Of course, less than 5-6 months till the 'O' Levels papers are going to be UNLEASED. HAH. SOOOOOOO not prepared. *hyperventilates*

Been worrying about things that I shouldn't either.
Okay, focus Hidayah. You know you should.
But, I'm just a Sec4 Exp. student, right?
Shouldn't have the right to complain.

Oh yeah.
I am just a Sec4 Exp. student. Right.

Monday, April 20, 2009, 8:11 AM
your paranoia is probably worse.

okay. buck up.
okay. be prepared.
okay. take precautions.
okay. try your best.

still, you can never be too ready. ever.
'cause life's like that.

Sunday, April 19, 2009, 6:16 AM
pepper.

Had a really tiring weekend.
Luckily I'm able to sleep and wake up late in the morning.
Oh wait.
There's school tmr, it's going to be Monday. :(

, 1:26 AM
how?

NPCC Annual Parade 09'.
Kay, not bad. Me liiiiiiiike.
Saw a couple of CIs and FIs whom I remembered,
and true enough, they remembered me too. :)
WAAAAAAAAH.
Menteri!
roam around somemore. :]
Afiqah's green :)
FIN.

Thursday, April 16, 2009, 7:26 AM
the evil that men do.

HAHAHAHAHA.
why Hidayah, why.
you are SO N A I V E.
what imagination you do have sometimes.
huhu.
and now I'm laughing at how stupid I thought of my merman.
oh man.
really dumb.
but I hope Fiefe's health gets better.
take care dude.


I wanna' get on Sawyer's boat. :E

Wednesday, April 15, 2009, 4:44 AM
but I won't forget your beauty, my black diamond.


I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far,
I'm much too young to fall, take me back inside when the time is right.
Got nothing against you - but surely I'll miss you.
- Afterlife, Avenged Sevenfold

Tuesday, April 14, 2009, 8:31 AM
Scream Till There's Silence, Scream While There's Life Left. Vanishing.

We're talking moshpits.
We're talking sparring.
We're talking about breaking things.
Mostly my 'H-spot', but yeah.
Sawyer usually gets her way with everything,
comprendre? ;)

too many people to ache over -
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?

, 6:28 AM
The Wicker Man

last training (for NPCC) before MYE starts.
OH MAN, FREE TO STUDY FOR NOW.
then, passing out from NPCC.
and stepping down from Drama too.

AAH. OOH. UMM. ???
good/bad/+-
WHOAAAAAAAA-OH-OOH.

Monday, April 13, 2009, 5:51 AM
and you wake up, your dreams go dancing with the dead.


and the classics,
their music,
so good.

, 4:45 AM
completely off-guard.

mush. waste. loser.
oh man.
give up - i want to.
correction, i should.
but
no.
no?
NO.
*this is not a crush matter.

whycan'tigiveuponyoulikeididonz?
oh, 'cause he's a guy. huge crush.
and you're.........my bestfriend. :(

Sunday, April 12, 2009, 12:47 AM
lowwwwwwww.

AAHHH.

So that was what TP looked like.
Pretty big campus, and good-looking facilities.
A good choice for me after Os.
(actually, I have BIGGER plans on how to disturb
Hidayat if I get into TP ;] HAHAHAHA)

OKAY. Had TKD training in the morning.
Headed for Temasek Poly today;
went for a little run at their tracks, did some
cool sprinting and geared up for sparring.
What can I say?
I HATE IT when my brother kicks me on the face.
Not once, but twice.
(Not that it hurts or anything), but
he always gets so cocky after scoring points, etc.
So he won me today.
Hey, I can get back at him.
Maybe not next week or soon, but
before I'm ready (I hope) to get on
for competitions. C:

No Pain = No Gain. :)

Saturday, April 11, 2009, 5:22 AM
High Rope Activities & Changi Village.

HRC for my NPCC Unit.
FUN. PAIN. OUCH. HAHA.

Went to Changi Jetti @ 7.30am. Missed the previous
bus due to George, so we took a cab there and
BARELY made it.
We then realised that we could've just taken the next bus 'cause noone had left for Ubin just yet. Wasted $$.
Sorry Nick. (Failure #1)

FIs. CIs.
All fun-loving and motivating people.
The ARC were WHOAAAA.
Hardcore (for me), whyyyyyyy?
1) Terribly afraid of heights (YES I may not show it but I really am)
2) Horrible hand-leg coordinations (Butterfingers, sorry)
3) Perspiration due to TOO MUCH hydration *inside joke, HAHAHA*

Yeah, took me some time to complete them, but
I DID! Srsly, I'm really proud of myself this time.
& I still had to motivate some people to take take on
the Advanced Rope Challenges, when I myself was
trrrrrrembbbbbling. Like Hell.
But in the end, you feel good.
Because, you've accomplished something.
eg: Going through 'flying-fox' with some random guy after taking about 5 minutes just trying to motivate him to take the damn thing with you. May I remind you, we were already suspended from up about 5 storeys high. Wasn't so simple, but really satisfying. :)

So after a great day of playing with gravity and underground tunnels, we headed home feeling :D. All the 10 of us then took the bus home from Changi Village to Pasir Ris; Me, JJ, Verner, EK, George, Darrell, Haziqah, Fakhir and Sir. Cheng En. Happily, and...
WAIT. That's only 9. Where's Nickolas?? (Failure #2)

That summed up the whole of my Saturday.
Aches everywhere, but I <3>
Time for TKD and studying tmr.
With Commendation Day & Drama SYF behind me,
I can concentrate better now. :D

Friday, April 10, 2009, 4:03 AM
a bus ride with no underwear.

OUTING?
Supposedly with Drama + OTHERS, but
some couldn't make it and such. :(
Gym-ing and swimming, then had late-lunch @ Royals (Marine Parade). Note to self, do come over to Hidhir's condo more often. :D
Before the waterworks. :)
I guess, I we got sick of her and Jiggly.
apparantly, one thing led to another (notice where Sawyer's head is at)
We Heart Canonbomb Challenges. :D

Thursday, April 9, 2009, 6:22 AM
HUGE DAY.

SYF DAY FOR GVSS DRAMA CLUB.

I miss CJC. Yeah, and their weird hallways.

Wednesday, April 8, 2009, 6:59 AM
I Can't Do Everything.

what if I say that I'm human too?

, 3:42 AM
sometimes it's hell trying to get to heaven.

Although there were losses...
WrestleMania was about making an impact and going FOR THE WIN.

and at the end of the day, what was most important was the energy that was left in everyone in the arena, even for those who came in second.
& forever will I be fanatic. :)

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Monday, April 6, 2009, 5:09 AM
WM 25; OMG. (going to post, AGAIN)

Wrestle Mania 12.

Yes, more than a decade ago, in the 60-minute Iron Man Match. Where Shawn Micheals had won in an epic yet legendary battle against Bret Hart, in a sudden-death match-up after both men stood undefeated after 60 minutes.

(It did not look this way at in the end, 'cause with 30 seconds left on the clock, Mr. WrestleMania lived up to his name, not tapping out to the Hitman.)
because of all this hype, wrestling had a great impact and was very meaningful to me when I was growing up as a kid. Hall-of-Famers/(future) had always made me look up to them with pride and respect. :)

Saturday, April 4, 2009, 4:41 AM
What's My Age Again?

I woke up at 5.18am.

Felt like a million $$.
Went to school. Perspired through my shorts.
Had last-minute trainings.
Had last-minute motivations.
Hope I had boosted my squad's morale up.
Felt confidence rushing all over.
Nope, no signs of anxiety nor nervousness.
Marched together with the GOH contigent(s)
to the parade square with honour and pride
in NPCC.
Gave my all, and it felt so good just standing there.
Counted the minutes, but forgot them as soon as
we marched out of the quadrangle.
Had so much confidence, in myself and
everyone else.
It felt great to be where we were.
I felt a little down suddenly.
Time-check:
Uh-oh, it's ALL OVER.
Our reign as Guard Of Honours had
just ended.
Well done GVSS Commendation Day 09'.

Well, it was stressful/angsty/fun while it lasted.
:)

Friday, April 3, 2009, 6:28 AM
flaunt it.

okay.
tmr's what it's all about.
what I've we've been training hard
for since February.
Prestige.
Guard of Honour.
All this anticipation, and finally.

It All Comes Down To What'll Happen;
Commendation Day 09'. :)

Thursday, April 2, 2009, 6:58 AM
take away.

"... could like him not for his looks, but for his charisma, sense of protection and ability to show care and concern without a doubt."

sawyer = hoes love
hoes = has at least 1 sib
1 sib = manwhore VIRGIN
sawyer + sib = :)

all these lives that you've been taking,
deep inside my heart is breaking.
HAHAHA I humour myself sometimes.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009, 10:12 PM
i like books.

SENG HAI IS AN IDIOT.
his friends Hydhir and Naufal are GAY.
that's what I've learnt in F&N so far. :)

Suuuuuuuuup.
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HIDAYAH HJ.

Answer my Prayers, Please
I want to go to Heaven. NO KIDDING.
Prioritize time well to fit in everyone I love.
Meet HHH In Person.
Other Wishes are Minor.

Quote, Un-quote.
I'm a pessimist but I know how to make it work for me.

CODE RED
Paul Levesque. Jason Chambers. Bill Duff. Overcoats. Team Raleigh/Team Tenzing. Drama. Jamie Oliver. Cheese. Jillian Michaels. Campfires. Manchester United. Ubin. Bret Hart. TPSilat. Randy Orton. Police Force. TEAM KETSU. Nigella Lawson. High-Cuts(Lengthy). TPTKD. Sour. Crisp Black Collars. Converse. TKD. Wrestling. Skirts Jeans. Laughing. Outward Bound S'pore. Spotlights. Blue-Hoodies/TPRawkers. Youtube. Heels. Cats. MJ.DuaBelas. TV. (:

The Story Of Us All.
LOVES - Socialising, Attention, Meaningful homework, Camping, Expressions, ACTING, Creating havoc, Love, Music, Wilderness and Nature, Reading, Photography, Volunteer work, Learning, Nat Geo, Star World, Nick Toons, Super Sports, Fixing things, then breaking them, 'Happening', Cooking, MEN, Staying up through the night, Challenges and competition, Surprises, Getting Down & Dirty, Adventures.


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