Hi. I bruise easily. Really.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010, 12:40 PM

something you can't get from the 99 cent store.

I miss my brothers fckloads.

So much. :/

Is this what it feels like to be the only child?

Tuesday, March 30, 2010, 11:19 PM

today didn't start off well.

curses.

just praying that Rooney doesn't suffer from an injury

and MANU has to be 2 up in their next leg against Bayern at least to move on in the Champions League.

Monday, March 29, 2010, 10:16 AM

IF SOMEONE HAS A LINK TO WATCH WM26 PLEASE OH PLEASE HAND IT TO ME. DAMN THE FCKING HUBSTATION WHICH NEEDS GODDAMN RENEWING, WE WOULD'VE PAID 5 BUCKS TO WATCH IT BY NOW BUT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

, 7:43 AM

you were far too srs.

but Heath we Ledger fans still love you.

, 6:57 AM

i procrastinate my anger tyvm.

it's not that I enjoy scolding, it's just that

I'd do my best in everything that I do, and I just so happen

to make it seem natural thank you very much.

okay it'll be a bittersweet day tmr :/

Sunday, March 28, 2010, 7:57 AM

changing of the seasons.

, 7:11 AM

i see that this is what you mean.

2 DAYS TILL BROTHER YAT FLYYYYYYYYYYS OFF TO VIETNAM.

for more than a week too!

damn.

I'm going to miss him, a lot. :(

But I'm definitely not going to miss his head kicks.

Especially when they're on MY head.

Damn those things even more! grrrrrrrr.

, 6:56 AM

for the world to see.

Saturday, March 27, 2010, 9:59 AM

KORYO POOMSAE (L)

Friday, March 26, 2010, 12:27 PM

601th. serial journalist killer ftw.

I've been defeated and brought down
Dropped to my knees when hope ran out
The time has come to change my ways

I'll never long for what might have been
Regret won't waste my life again
I won't look back
I'll fight to remain

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all behind

On this day its so real to me
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive

Fear will kill me, all I could be
Lift these sorrows
Let me breathe, could you set me free
Could you set me free

Labels: Metalingus - Alter Bridge

, 9:34 AM

when you hear the call you've got to get it underway.

a lonely life

where no one understands you

but don't give up

because the music do

I always get stuck in sticky situations like this

but is it worth leaving them all behind?

3 months left.

this isn't working out as well as I could've imagined.

Thursday, March 25, 2010, 11:18 AM

hjf

get back soon the weekends are right around the corner! :)

, 6:37 AM

brilliant.

Hello Innocence
Though it seems like we've been friends for years
I'm finishing
How I wish I had never begun
Though it should be the last one
And it's dragging me down to my knees
Where I'm begging you please

Let me go
Don't you know

I'm all over it now
And I can't say how glad I am about that
I'm all over it now
Cause I worked and I cursed and I tried
And I said I could change and I lied
Well there's something still moves me inside

She's a melody
That I've tried to forget but I can't
It still follows me
When I wake in the dead of the night
And I know that I can't find
That song going round in my head
Like the last things you said

Please don't go
You think I know

I'm all over it now
And I can't say how glad I am about that
I'm all over it now
Cause I worked and I cursed and I cried
And I said I could change but I lied
Well there's something still moves me inside

Though I walked on by
Though I walked on by
Though I walked on by
Though I walked on by

One dark morning
She left without a warning
And took the red-eye back to London town

I'm all over it now
I'm all over it now
I'm all over it now
I'm all over it now

I'm all over it now
And I can't say how glad I am about that
I'm all over it now
Cause I worked and I cursed and I cried
And I said I would change but I lied
Yeah there's something still moves me inside

Labels: I'm All Over It Now - Jamie Cullum

, 3:32 AM

had one of the worst dreams ever.

I was smoking, the rest didn't matter.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010, 4:25 AM

(AmirahIsa they have it with webcams now!)

the place which guaranteed me 21 Pen 15s, 2 VJs, 1 pair of boobs and an asshole. in just one night. Yes, against my will too. To be frank, plenty of arseholes actually. Still, you can't help but do it alllll nightttttt longgggggg. ;)

Tuesday, March 23, 2010, 11:23 AM

The Final Goodbye.

Monday, March 22, 2010, 11:20 AM

so trust me.

Looking back I clearly see,
What it is that's killing me
Through the eyes of one I know,
I see a vision once let go,
I had it all

Constantly it burdens me,
Hard to trust and can't believe
Lost the faith and lost the love,
When the day is done

Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one
On and on we stand alone
Until our day has come
When they open their eyes
And realize we are one

I love the way I feel today,
But how I know the sun will fade
Darker days seem to be,
What will always live in me,
But still I run

It's hard to walk this path alone,
Hard to know which way to go,
Will I ever save this day,
Will it ever change?

Will they open their eyes,
And realize we are one
On and on we stand alone,
Until our day has come,
Will they open their eyes,
And realize we are one

Still today we carry on,
I know our day will come,

Its hard to walk this path alone,
hard to know which way to go

Lost the faith and lost the love when the day is done

Will they open their eyes
And realize we are one.

Labels: Alter Bridge - Open Your Eyes

, 10:02 AM

you'll be the last one to fall, and guess what, I ain't fallin'.

Approximately 4 months till the next tournament.
3 months till the next CIBTC.
2 months till brother's comeback.
Less than a month till school officially starts for me.
I only need about one week to finish up the book I'm currently reading,
and just one moment for me to tell you that I'm here for you.

Pepper's turning 8 soon.
It's been nearly 6 years of love with her in our home.
Everyone's all grown up - 20, 18 and 16 we are.
It's gonna' take just a couple more of years till one of us gets married.
BROTHER YAT SAYS HE'S GOT DIBS ON GETTING A SPOUSE LAST.
Says him, the accountant-to-be.
I beg to differ, I think I'll be the last to be wedded in this family.
(the mentality of a patriot cum career-woman)
And my parents...ooh.
I want them to be there on my wedding day, v badly.
Now I just made myself a little sullen.
Hmmm.

Sunday, March 21, 2010, 12:35 PM

all the time that you were gone, I've thought about how things went wrong.

oh will you be surprised.

'cause I don't give up, especially not this easily.

we're only beginning!

psht.

welcome to my world. :)

, 3:21 AM

it was just apathy.

okay I didn't read my book yet, Bride of Chucky was

just too tempting. :/

, 2:23 AM

M huh.

I AM AGGRAVATED TO THE FCKING BONE.

WHERE ARE YOU?!?!?!

I feel like bursting out.

But I need my to be book read.

DAMN.

Saturday, March 20, 2010, 7:57 PM

turn the page for something new.

I should learn how to aim my kicks AWAY from elbows.

my shin = NOT made of steel

OHHHHHHHHHHHHH GOD.

on a lighter note, dad's back and able to make his great dishes again!

zomgosh and I'm excited why?

'cause it's chapatti day baby. FUCK YEAH.

with love, your indian-mixed family

X'S AND O'S WISH YOU WERE HERE!

, 8:16 AM

baby but the sky ain't falling down.

MY FUCKING AWESOME BITCHES SHOWED ME A GREAT TIME TONIGHT.

Bumped into our CMM graduated seniors during dinner too!

so much love to give, Xs' and Os'.

Friday, March 19, 2010, 10:32 AM

let the world be yours since you know I won't be.

, 9:57 AM

black and white and WTF.

if killing were legal I would have sinned a long time ago.

okay cock.

mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I DON'T WANT ANSWERS I JUST WANT THE TRUTH.

I don't know how many times I have to clear that up.

, 4:17 AM

'cause cigarettes and alcohol will be the death of you.

AND THANKFULLY, FATHER IS BACK WITH US AGAIN. (:

These past few days must have been really tough for him,

and thank God he's well and now recovering.

Just, really has a lot of meds to take. nomnomnom in bitterness.

Thursday, March 18, 2010, 8:53 PM

i thought you could save my life.

ZE POTLUCK WAS A SUCCESS! :D

yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeay I love my hoes, another one coming on real soon!

Tuesday, March 16, 2010, 9:42 PM

In the past, I used to have a lot to say

and I'd always go full out and say what I have to.

Yell it out, scream it off or even break something to make a point.

I always believed that if you have a voice, use it so you'll be heard.

I used to (at least think) I had the answers to everything

and that I'd share it with anyone and everyone.

Now, I have a lot more to say than I used to

however, I think twice

and suddenly, I have nothing to say anymore.

Maybe I still do but nothing much will come out.

Time takes it toll on everything, and I know that personally I

get wiser day by day because I love to learn new things.

I love the fact that knowledge can be gained, and I consider myself

greedy that I want more of it everyday.

I'm never satisfied with all I've gained and only yearn to gain more,

but isn't that how it's suppose to be?

I can and will have pride in what I do and my achievements but

I will not be proud and hold my head up high as if I'm immortal.

'cause once again, time takes it's toll on everything.

No matter what, EVERYTHING COMES TO AN END.

...but what about faiths and beliefs?

And to that, I have no answers.

However I stand by something which some may not agree with, but truth is

If you want something done right, sometimes you've just got to do it yourself.

in other words, trust yourself the most, not anyone else.

I don't really know what this post is about.

I just hope my father gets well.

Have a great day everyone.

Monday, March 15, 2010, 8:04 PM

so what do you want from me?

I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you

(Everything falls apart, even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end, you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing

Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away

, 6:25 AM

of my heart of course.

'cause pieces like these are hard to find.

Sunday, March 14, 2010, 6:49 AM

lovecampslovecampslovecamps24hrswithoutapee

I had the best batch of NCOs and SNCOs,

GVNP Unit ooh how I love you!

and I hope that soon, really soon, I'd get the chance

to be the next C.I before more of them step down in the unit.

since it's the end of the camp, I'm off to bed, with love, your abrasions. (L)

Wednesday, March 10, 2010, 11:38 PM

And if that's the case then I'm sorry.

I really am.

Sorry that I'm not that damn worth it to you guys.

That in my life the closest to me has never dared to come up

to my face and blurt out the truth no matter what the

fucking consequence(s) might be, and that we'd just put our

fears away to just LET THE TRUTH BE KNOWN TO EACH OTHER?

So yes. I now know.

No matter how much I fight for.

No matter how much game I put into something/someone and

no matter how much I do to win, I'll never WIN enough trust for

someone to have the guts to tell me what's up.

So it's always been just me. Undeservingly me.

Always and forever huh.

, 11:39 AM

Let's Take Us Where We Were Five Years Ago.

'cause I never wanted or dreamt to be anyone but myself.

I'd never give my personality away for anything in the world.

I want you back because I love you, and yes, this is the real me.

Monday, I hope, we'll get this done once and for all.

, 10:27 AM

Metal Heart.

Arch Enemy

Nightwish

Hammerfall

Stratovarius

Metallica

Dimmu Borgir

Children Of Bodom

Judas Priest

Iron Maiden

Cradle Of Filth

Their songs can supposedly make me have Aids.

, 9:22 AM

I...know right. :/

it's something I've gotta do on my own, for now.

but don't fret, I still love you.

till next time, or maybe not.

what/whenever, just as long as the douche is gone.

and if it's not cool with you, we're not cool.

it's up to you, really.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010, 5:14 AM

oh it's true. it's damn true.

You want answers.

I want the tru-

YOU CAN'T HANDLE THE TRUTH!

Monday, March 8, 2010, 10:38 AM

I'd actually love to reblog what my baby AmirahIsa has posted on

An Ode To Nice Girls, it's a fucking beauty. If only I knew how hahahaha

But I'll pass that link around (if she allows of course)

And my oh my, men, will you think twice at the way you look at girls.

, 10:28 AM

real to me.

I'm sorry if some people just really don't take pride in what they say.

It's life, I get it, I'll live with it.

Sunday, March 7, 2010, 8:05 AM

I'll bring home the gold and the glory.

LOVE.

like how I love you babies.

(L)

, 5:47 AM

EVEN THE STRONG FALTERS!

we've gotta fall before we can have the taste of what it feels like being at the top. and heck we're getting there.

Nationals 10' here we come.

tho', on a (sorta) lighter note, I got to meet Team Temasek's TKD Club! awesomely exciting, and really looking forward to the next few years in TP. :)

Saturday, March 6, 2010, 9:28 AM

fuck you to you.

So think it over long and hard. if you decide we're through, please, don't turn around to see me cry, just know.. I still love you.

Behind my smile is a hurting heart behind my laugh, I'm falling apart. look closely at me and you will see. the girl I am ... isn't me.

HAHAHAHAHA AMIRAH ISA YOU ARE A FUCKING GENIUS. :)

Friday, March 5, 2010, 10:25 AM

x's and o's.

already anticipating an awesome weekend.

excited (the way K says it >) ttm :)

, 4:19 AM

'cause you're not what you say you are.

if you are, you wouldn't need to keep repeating and

trying to prove something so much.

too desperately, perhaps.

that's why, when you find and gather yourself back,

then I'll be there for you baby.

Thursday, March 4, 2010, 10:11 AM

Then I'll ask you back, 'cause I don't know the answer to anything anymore. But I'd like us to go somewhere, hopefully.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010, 7:53 AM

BECAUSE YOU DIDN'T THINK I COULD'VE LOVED YOU THAT MUCH, COULD I?

you didn't think I loved you and all those fucking moments I've tried to concentrate only lead up to focusing on you?

you wouldn't have thought that I thought you were the right one?

you wouldn't think it was hard for me to stray away, knowing that something was up and I had no clue of what the hell was going on would you?

you didn't think that it wasn't loathing in fact but loving instead?

so you should prolly think again huh.

, 12:35 AM

you never said this would be simple.

TOO CLINGY.

just a little too clingy.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010, 8:20 AM

don't digress!

soon ah soon 58, 58.

, 7:47 AM

stick stickly.

it's not that I don't know who you are anymore,

I guess never really known you from the start.

malay mat dude fck yeah.

, 5:16 AM

FOR RESISTANCE IS FUTILE.

CONGRATULATIONS TO YOUR APPEAL BABEEEEEEEE! :)

and on a heavier note;

yes doctor I will strip to my undies against my will HAHA

Monday, March 1, 2010, 10:27 AM

when you said you'd be my everything.

MadTV and I don't even know where to start.

BUT IKE YOU ARE THE FUCKING BEST C:

, 8:43 AM

CARPENTER, STORM AND DUTCH.

OMGGGGG YOU ABERCROMBIE BITCHES *flails*