Unbearably...passionate.

Random suppers
Late night impromptu adventures
Crazy outings...

It's been an overwhelming week
a play with my emotions
sadness, joy, hurt, comfort,
and the constant confusion
I'm starting to lose myself as the day goes by
I'm afraid it might be more than I can take :(

Labels: Punggol Waterfront Virginity Lost

just go.
and don't you dare come crawling back.

You aint nothing but a troublemaker girl

You had me hooked again from the minute you sat down
The way you bite your lip Got my head spinnin' around
After a drink or two I was putty in your hands
I don't know if I have the strength to stand

Oh oh oh
Trouble troublemaker yeah
That's your middlename
Oh oh oh
I know you're no good
but you're stuck in my brain

And I wanna know
Why does it feel so good but hurt so bad
Oh oh oh
My mind keeps saying
Run as fast as you can
I say I'm done but then pull me back
Oh oh oh I swear you're giving me a heart attack

Troublemaker

It's like you're always there in the corners of my mind
I see a silhouette every time I close my eyes
There must be poison in those finger tips of yours
Cos I keep comin' back again for more

Oh oh oh
Trouble troublemaker yeah
That's your middlename
Oh oh oh
I know you're no good but you're stuck in my brain
And I wanna know

Maybe I'm insane
Cos I keep doing the same damn thing
Think one day we gonna change
But you know just how to work that back
And make me forget my name
What the hell you do I won't remember
I'll be gone until November
And you'll show up again next summer

You like a glove girl I'm sick of the drama
You're a troublemaker
But damn girl it's like I love the trouble
And I can't even explain why
Troublemaker

Labels: Troublemaker - Olly Murs

Keep having these stupid distractions...


Eyes on the prize baby, eyes on the prize at alllll times.

Keeping me in the dark
Since forever
I can't take it :(

Well, opportunities, they come and go
take the chance, or forever live in silence
I took my chances, I keep trying
But I keep getting silenced anyway

You've got to know, that
Once I'm gone, I wont come back.

The weird ones :)

Ten miles from town
and I just broke down
Spittin' out smoke on the side of the road

I'm out here alone
just tryin' to get home
To tell you I was wrong but you already know

 Believe me I won't stop at nothin'
To see you so I've started runnin'

 All that I'm after is a life full of laughter
As long as I'm laughin' with you I'm thinkin' that
All that still matters is love ever after
After the life we've been through
'Cause I know there's no life after you

Last time we talked
the night that I walked
Burns like an iron in the back of my mind

I must've been high
to say you and I
Weren't meant to be and just wastin' my time

 Oh, why did I ever doubt you?
You know I would die here without you

You and I, right or wrong,
there's no other one
After this time I spent alone
It's hard to believe
That a man with sight could be so blind
Thinkin' 'bout the better times
must've been outta my mind
So I'm runnin' back to tell you

Labels: Life After You - Daughtry

one down


and another billion+ to go

feeling like shit
....
wait
yup
that's definitely shit that I'm feeling

love this feeling

no no
just
WHY
do you make me feel so elated
just to bring me 6-foot deep underground
why :(

and when it's after school
I still get em' butterflies.
ugh.
the way I cringe in excitement and nervousness makes me sick
and really disappointed in myself
GET YOURSELF TOGETHER YAH

If every weekend happens to be like this past weekend,
I don't need a life, it's already complete :)

but in all seriousness,
how the f did you get into my mind
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

the day where everything just decides to work for you
and you feel so amazing that you're in your element
that everything negative that's been said to you before
and anything that has been pulling you down
just gets shrugged off your shoulders and
amazingly disappears

in my blood and sweat,
everything that I had been emotional and sad about just disappears tonight
this has been the best training that I've felt in such a long time
and the motivation is still growing, building up inside of me
slowly but surely, it's all bound to show
for me to see
:)

I know that I won't forget everyone whom I've met and gotten me long this far in life, making me who I am. The journey has been beyond crazy, but I am extremely grateful to have all that I have in life right now. Love you all, so much.