Hi. I bruise easily. Really.

Sunday, February 28, 2010, 11:20 AM

GLEBA-SAUR.

58.

, 9:30 AM

TKD, Silat, Crav Maga, and some Real Estate.

from a training to a wedding ceremony, definitely has been

a day well spent! :)

Saturday, February 27, 2010, 3:27 AM

why? 'cause you're

cute.

very.

Friday, February 26, 2010, 9:42 AM

AT ITS BEST.

omg Sham where are you we neeeeeeeeeeeeed to talk.

(oh man I haven't posted in ages! mind me)

Wednesday, February 24, 2010, 10:37 AM

Husband-Wife Q Time.

I (L) her x 2832273971740391

it's eleven years and counting bby, stay strong!

Tuesday, February 23, 2010, 10:39 PM

forget our memories. forget our possibilities.

take all your faithlessness with you,

just give me myself back and

don't stay.

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, 10:24 AM

when i pretend, everything's what I want it to be.

My bunch of force-fields. The Crew's the sexxxxxxxx

Monday, February 22, 2010, 12:16 PM

Stuart - LOOK WHAT I CAN DO!

, 9:33 AM

it's on random.

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet

Every roommate kept awake
By every sigh and scream we make
All the feelings that I get
But I still don't miss you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Every time we lie awake
After every hit we take
Every feeling that I get
But I haven't missed you yet

Only when I stop to think about it

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Only when I stop to think
About you, I know
Only when you stop to think
About me, do you know

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you
You hate everything about me
Why do you love me

I hate
You hate
I hate
You love me

I hate everything about you
Why do I love you

Labels: I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace

, 8:46 AM

you want to make it a reality paved in gold.

Fuck trees, we climb buoys mthrfckrs! (L)

Sunday, February 21, 2010, 10:57 AM

I WANT TO BE PART OF M:SG

OMG. MISSION:SINGAPORE

IT IS JUST TOO FUCKING COOL. :>

, 9:58 AM

can you help me print?

today/tonight had been awesome.

or should I say, yesterday.

oh god, body-clock's gone wrong.

I need a daily planner again, soon.

and I missed an episode of Paris Hilton's MNBFF

OMG HAHAHAHAHAHA WHAT A BIMBO :C

, 9:08 AM

Poseidon look at us!

though I couldn't sit still in the movie theater for two whole hours due to the burning sensation in hips my calfs, the night out with the crew had been fun. AND Nike bby your hair is raaaaaaaaaaaad. :D

Saturday, February 20, 2010, 11:33 PM

AWESOME BAMRTHRFCKR

Stranger: hi
Stranger: well i just went back in time and defeated the spanish armada with a box full of hand grenades
You: DAAAAAAMN
You: and i thought me coming back from the Ming Dynasty and saving the princess was tough
Stranger: sheeeeeeeeeeeit i do that every tuesday

, 10:13 PM

I told you once before that pain = (Y)

My cat is awesome.

She sleeps on a bed at night whilst I sleep on the living room couch.

I'm starting to think that she gets more respect around here

than I do. But she's still the best.

Plus, she'll claw my brother's Business Notes on the bed

and wouldn't care less. So unfeeling. Uncaring.

That's my love for you. (L)

, 8:18 AM

if anyone falls down, we pick em up.

I should be asleep by now. I have to be.

'cause I've only got about 24 trainings left, and I cannot miss out any more than I already have.

Friday, February 19, 2010, 10:33 AM

let me just take some time to say that...

KRAV MAGA IS ONE OF THE MOST TENACIOUS MARTIAL ART, IN THE HISTORY OF MARTIAL ARTS. It's not even a combat sport; it's really meant for self-defense and killing.

...and I am deeply in love with it. :)

, 8:37 AM

I CANNOT LET YOU DOWN AGAIN!

and by you, I mean me.

I've let myself fall short many times over and over again,

but this year it's going to be different.

I've got time on my hands for now and with a few months left,

there's no saying to what might be in store for me.

The competition might be pretty intense and fiercer this year too.

I've lost once and I still remember the taste of defeat.

I recall the moment she kicked me on the head not once,

but a couple of unforgiving times that's just forcefully etched through

my thick skull and in my brain. As merciless as she had been,

I told her I'll be back.

I told the 48th world-ranked female teen-fighter that

I would want another challenge with her.

AND I DO. I WILL BE BACK.

The other martial arts dreams will have to wait, because

37th National Pesta Sukan TKD Championship 2010, I'm coming.

Ready and all geared up this time round.

, 2:02 AM

you can't miss something you never had.

Took a trip to TM's GV to watch 'My Name Is Khan' for the second time, with Brother Yat this time, and the intensity is just amazing.

All over again. :)

PS: I'll be busy tonight. With...the telly.

'cause Human Weapon + Wrestling just CANNOT be ignored.

What more, it should be embraced.

So I'll be free by 12. I'll prolly be reading then.

Alright, with love. :D

Thursday, February 18, 2010, 8:44 AM

he's got soul but he's not a soldier.

every single day it makes me more and more intrigued.

This lady above right here, her name's Gina Carano.

The best female MMA fighter worldwide.

She started off her martial arts career in Muay thai, then took off

with Mixed Martial Arts.

She has a highly impressive 7-0 wins in her career in MMA after fighting all over the country, with only one loss up to date.

An amazing fighter indeed.

Also, she's yet another role model added to my list.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010, 12:38 PM

we want it all.

MY NAME IS KHAN IS \m/

Tuesday, February 16, 2010, 11:01 AM

to find a better day.

soon, very soon.

in the near future, MMA here I come.

, 9:53 AM

Simon's Quest.

taking it to new heights.

SCREW YOU MIOTV AND YOUR MUST-BUY-TO-WATCH-CHAMPIONSLEAGUE-MATCHES :(

, 4:43 AM

THE WORLD, NOTHING less.

by only getting 59 words out of the word 'BUSINESS WEAR',

it states a sad, sad case of bad arsenal of vocabulary ):

Monday, February 15, 2010, 10:58 AM

I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT WHILST MANY ARE STAYING UP BURNING THE MIDNIGHT OIL FOR THEIR EXAM PAPERS THE IN THE COMING WEEK,

I accompany my brother up so I can catch the re-run of PH'sMNBFF.

*facepalms*

, 4:03 AM

WLIIA?

when watching Scenes From A Hat, you know you can never go wrong ;)

Sunday, February 14, 2010, 10:00 PM

better?

MUCH.

, 10:53 AM

just spent time watching series of Urban Legends with Brother, seems like a pretty mundane morning. tho', playing something from the Jo'Bros just seems to be a little out of the norm.

, 10:08 AM

with love.

blunt, very.

yet, not so bitter.

, 8:27 AM

so let me pass you by.

BRILLIANT!

I miss the whole idea of acting.

I miss the god damn stage.

Oh God I miss the rounds of applause.

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN HO'.

, 2:19 AM

Innocence.

pg 77. mmmmmm

Saturday, February 13, 2010, 11:22 PM

show me what it's like to be set free.

, 10:01 PM

there are many things that I would like to say to you but I don't know how.

, 11:48 AM

the white square tiles, covered with red.
everywhere.
out of her wrist, spilling, almost spewing profusely.
those unforgiving cries she let out, they were
so cold, so cold.
the floor, then dirtied with dark red, had trails of tiny droplets as she
limped out of the house.
I noticed, thought, and almost for the first time, felt in my heart, very lost.
almost, dead.
though I wasn't the one physically hurt; I was the one carrying half her body out of the home we'd lived in for more than a decade then.
the last thing I heard were her screams again.
and again.
and again.
like a painful record being played in my head over and over.

today, it all came back to me.
I wonder how Brother is handling it over there.
hang on, only a few months awaits and we'll be united again.

, 10:18 AM

trmblng.

hello everybody.
cheer up, shall we?
:)

, 6:18 AM

Eh Bee Sea Dee.

so I am at fault

was at fault, actually.

had no initiative whahsoevah.

but I never in my mind had the idea of us turning out like this.

I never knew it could even turn out like this.

maybe, what we were wasn't enough to keep us going on strong.

we goddamn fell apart.

and after all we'd been through? It's not worth it.

not worth us falling now.

I love you, I honestly do.

I hope you still love me too.

and for you, I take away my pride.

'cause you meant more to me than I could ever imagine.

and now we're apart, with no words to say to each other.

not even on speaking terms.

so you tell me, is this fucking worth it?

I want to make this work, I really do, to try again.

but you, perhaps you don't.

maybe you're right in doing so.

no matter where we end up in the future, I hope that

I will be one of the few that you won't forget.

'cause you are one of those few to me.

still, love, Hidayah.

, 6:03 AM

once again,

and NO ALIFF, I DO NOT DO HOUSE CALLS.

hahahahahahaha sorry :(

I feel like a fierce competitor.

but I'm not fighting anyone, not anymore.

I guess, people just don't know when to stop.

No white flags, just grow up.

In here, up there.

*shrugs*

, 2:06 AM

but as long as love lasts,

bitterness will not swallow me.

, 1:22 AM

perhaps,

that just might be the word.

no no, not awesome.

fearless.

, 1:12 AM

how convenient.

Friday, February 12, 2010, 12:11 PM

he was bored so he kissed you (and her)

you're funny.

really.

YOU'RE OH-SO FUCKING HILARIOUS.

, 9:42 AM

stick to the wordplay.

Deceived by my eyes and all I was told I should see
Opinions not mine, the person they taught me to be
One night in the dark, a vision of someone I knew
And in the darkness I saw, a voice say, I'm you.
Inside me a light was turned on Then I was alive

If you close your eyes your life, a naked truth revealed
Dreams you never lived, and scars never healed
In the darkness, light will take you to the other side
and find me waiting there you'll see, if you just close your eyes

Hearts uninspired, trapped inside somebody's dream
Too close to the fire, yet cold and numb with the pain
But the fever has broken, and the river has run to the sea
Washed to the ocean, and saved by a voice inside me.
Inside me a light was turned on Then I was alive

Never thought I would be here, so high in the air
This was my unanswered prayer
Defined by another, so much wasted time
Out of the darkness, each breath that I take will be mine

Labels: Just Close Your Eyes - Volume 6

, 9:12 AM

; straightedge means I'm better than you.

I'm staying up.

Thursday, February 11, 2010, 5:08 AM

just know me the way she does.

Eve is wise.

that by itself, is, already an understatement.

What fills my confidence is doubt. And fuckloads of pride.

Though, who wants to do something they already know is wrong?

Noone understands me the way she does.

I love my hoes *inserts Bob*

Why envy when you can love right.

Spread the joy, stop ze jealousy.

Only then, maybe, will you find something sincere in your

relationship/friendship/BOAT. (L)

Wednesday, February 10, 2010, 6:55 AM

SO HERE'S HOW IT GOES...

God.

Family.

Ambitions.

Hoes/Hores/Bitches.

PRIDE.

Bhroes.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010, 1:00 PM

feel me, 'cause I feel you.

, 10:05 AM

we're still kids at heart, soulful and joyous.

BK-ed, 'All That' Episodes, met gigantic animals, played pool, carpark catching, blind mice at the nearby playground. All that till midnight. My friends - they're the fucking best. (L)

Yes, life is indeed, very good. :)

Monday, February 8, 2010, 7:05 PM

'cause I don't want to deceive you

or break your heart further

so it's over

we're over.

, 11:01 AM

I might tear you apart.

H-breaker.

Nothing to be proud of, but what needs to be done has to be done.

The sooner, the better, too.

, 9:34 AM

tick tick boom.

JUST MARRY ME ALREADY. ;)

, 6:59 AM

I'm only gonna break break your break break your (L)

TOLD YOU FROM THE START,

BABY FROM THE START.

:'(

Sunday, February 7, 2010, 11:53 AM

i cunt do the long division someone do the math!

ADIO - the one and only. 4 years apart and still, not parting, ever. (L)

, 11:19 AM

you...

HEARTLESS BITCH!

*smiles*

, 10:12 AM

somewhere along the line, I've become a hypocrite.

I lost my sense of direction.

but I'm getting back on track.

Saturday, February 6, 2010, 10:37 AM

OMG SO THANK YOU.

thank you, really.

why Hidayah, why.

WHY DID YOU EVEN FUCKING BOTHER.

you, have fucking screwed yourself up this time.

not anyone else. not this time. it's not even his fucking fault.

YES, SO I GUESS I WAS RIGHT WHEN I TOLD YOU "IT'S JUST ME".

_|_

I feel like crying now but every goddman person knows that I won't.

'cause what for, so why bother?

This sh*t was all I know,
You and me only,
And I did it all for you,
Still you were lonely,
We coulda worked it out,

Uhh, but I guess things change,
Its funny how someone else’s success brings pain,
When ya no longer involved that person has it all,
And you just stuck standing there,

But, I’m gonna need you to say something baby,
Say something baby,
Say something baby,
I’m gonna need you to say something baby,
Say something baby,
Say something baby,

Uhh, I am the topic of conversation, this a celebration,
Lets toast to the fact that I moved out my momma basement,
To a condo downtown because its all about location,
I sit and drink wine and watch californication of life,
You shoulda been here to kick it with me,
We coulda split this whole thing up 50/50,
But now i’m at the 40-/40 getting b-tches tipsy,
Killing sh*t the ever so talented Mr Ripley,
How I go from being the man that you argue with,
To me and Dwayne Carter putting out the hardest sh*t,
I should wanna go back to the one I started with,
But I’m addicted to this life its gonna be hard to quit,
Yeah, just ask me how things are coming along,
You can tell me that you never heard none of my songs,
Long as you end up saying one day you plan to listen,
Cos whats a star when its most important fan is missing?

This sh*t was all I know,
You and me only,
And I did it all for you,
Still you were lonely,
We coulda worked it out,

Uhh, but I guess things change,
Its funny how someone else’s success brings pain,
When ya no longer involved that person has it all,
And you just stuck standing there,

But, I’m gonna need you to say something baby,
Say something baby,
Say something baby,
I’m gonna need you to say something baby,
Say something baby,
Say something baby,

Labels: Say Something - Drake ft Timberland

, 8:51 AM

I Am The One And Only But I'm Not Your Only One, You Can't Figure It Out.

sometimes, I make myself laugh at all the idiotic things

I do or even think of.

serious shit. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

(sense the fucking agonizing sarcasm)

Friday, February 5, 2010, 11:00 AM

morn aftr dark.

I'll be on my way.

, 9:20 AM

FEEVAH?

, 8:45 AM

500th POST AND GUESS WHUUT

...Sawyer helped me locate Bob again.

(he may seem a little different but he's still Bob altogether)

(L)☻

, 7:55 AM

I HAVE LOST MY SMILEY, BOB.

I just can't seem to find him anywhere.

Yet, maybe, just maybe, I'm feeling his reincarnation in my mouth.

Well, after all we've been through, almost a year now.

Dear Bob, I miss you.

Thursday, February 4, 2010, 6:20 AM

one-hit wonder.

I have changed, just like you. Just like yo-ouu.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010, 7:00 AM

Oopsy Daisy.

heels day out, as you can see.

'cause heels + hoes = best equation ever.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010, 7:36 PM

AM I THE UGLY SIB????

y'know sometimes when you take a look at some people who by themselves are good looking, but then the girl/guy has a brother or a sister who is not as good/not good looking at all? DAMN. that makes me think. ;(

, 9:31 AM

it went by like dusk to dawn.

how much love you can show me, I'll show you x 913932238148039483/2.

Monday, February 1, 2010, 9:22 AM

love, love love love love love.

Holding on to you.

, 8:40 AM

the equivalence.

headed off to TP to hand Brother Yat his presentation shiz, went back home and took the RIGHT ONES and cabbed back, took off for the gym and spent the night with Hissy and Chrisy. Wasn't such a bad blue monday after all. :)