Tuesday, June 30, 2009, 5:58 AM
something's getting in the way as I'm burning out of pages.
repeated attempts, obscurity, anxiety.
definitely loads of anxiety.
Saturday, June 27, 2009, 5:01 AM
you'll see if you just close your eyes.
Trends, Mannequins.
pfft.
Masochist, I am. Hurhur.
Thursday, June 25, 2009, 11:47 PM
listen to the magical sounds of the toothless piano.
heeee.
went to join my NP unit for a game of laser shooting/tagging in school ytd. it was pretty cool actually, and a heck load of fun.
meh. Group 4 & Officers ftw. :)
hopefully, I'll find some of the pictures... somewhere.
PS: Good luck for the NCOs who took the S.Sgt promo test. :)
Labels: Ain't Nobody Can Replace MJ, MORE than The King of Pop.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009, 5:37 AM
HAHAHAHA MAYBE BATMAN PUNCHED PEREZ.
PHILIP DEFRANCO from YouTube IS LIKE...AWESOME.
just f*cking awsome. :)
Tuesday, June 23, 2009, 7:10 AM
you overrate me, or maybe I just underestimate myself.
Tantrums. Ahh, dad.
Already turning 65 next April but still has the
energy to yell and get crazy over nothing.
Or what I always call it, his unreasonable acts
of self-pity. Maybe. Who's to say. Nah, not me.
It's true when I say that some of his reasons and
doings are not being justified by what I tell him.
Oh yeah. I'm his daughter. Who am I to tell him
wrong from right? Who's to say. Still not me.
I mean, the man already has 49 years of experience
before I came into this world. And, accomplished
plenty. That's what I heard and what I'll naively believe.
He is so much wiser than I am, no doubt about it.
Because I trust him, no matter. Whether or not otherwise.
Ah yes, about pushing the blame. No worries, I'm
used to it. Just like the way you raised me up, huh dad?
Yeah, they used to mess up and I'd get the harsh beatings
just to cover up their gutless buttocks. BUT those were the
young times. When we were still kids.
Actually, I can't tell the difference, because you still treat
me like one. Wait, who's to say again?
I love you dad, so much.
I have learnt so much from you.
The most important fact of life that you've
taught me over the years - not to raise my offspring(s)
the way you've raised me.
OMG.
TKD trainings @ Punggol Community Centre
every Tuesday night, 8pm. (but me not attending)
10k runs. I don't think I'll even make it till 8.30pm.
(the competition is just weeks away! :S) :E
Monday, June 22, 2009, 7:43 AM
'nuff said.
Misteri Jam 12 FTW.
, 5:58 AM
get crazy over the magic.
Plato (427-347 BC)
Famously outlined the differences between true and false rhetoric in a number of dialogs. Disputes that the Sophistic notion that an art of persuasion, "Rhetoric", can exist independent in the art of dialect.
One of the reasons why I adore the language; English went waaay back. Now how f*cking cool is that huh. :)
Saturday, June 20, 2009, 6:04 AM
Mean-Machines: Chest Level.
Friday, June 19, 2009, 5:57 AM
raise your hand; you're a sinner.
she tastes like cake too. :)
to Anson: Why Million-Dollar Smiles Aren't Always The Best Option.
'cause that son-of-a-gun got the shelter.
she pulls off the Power Puff Girl look so well.
40 pages of coursework and this is what you get.
St.Eve's favourite. HAHAHAHA.
That was what F&N-Coursework Day gave us.& as usual, these pictures have FAILURE written all over them.
Epically. Hah. I'm glad to be back. *breathes deeply*
Who knew?
Thursday, June 18, 2009, 6:32 AM
the architect of your own defeat.
Life is a paradox, no kidding,
Tuesday, June 16, 2009, 6:45 PM
A Poster Child on The Face Of Humanity.
how did I manage to get here?
doing coursework in school and grabbed the mac before I left.
Whoa.
I won't start ranting about my time without the comp for days and how "loooong" it has been since I've been online and blah blah blah because it's all such bull. I learnt that, well. Life is good and has been good to me all this while. It's just that, I never really appreciated it the way I should've.
I know, ironic eh? That I don't really complain a heck lot, but it's only been a few times that I've honestly stopped to look at how magnificent the world is and what an amazing life I have. Without all the propaganda in the internet and all the bitching and gossip of people around me alongside with me previously, I finally see that God has given me a great life.
What I have to do, excluding fate, is to make sure that I don't screw up my life ahead of me.
I don't know why, but for the past week, I keep having these vivid imaginations and thoughts of those underprivileged kids living in Third-World countries. Like I said, I don't know why these thoughts keep coming back and forth in my head, but I'm not paranoid about it one bit. I actually learn from this, and it only makes me want to appreciate my life more.
Just came back from my NPCC Camp more than a week ago and just previously my Tae Kwon Do night-stay in Pulau Ubin. I felt contented after coming back from the TKD Camp, but just for a while. Then, I started to get insecure about myself. What bullshit Hidayah, you S.O.B. But then I retrieved Shameera's "The Kite Runner" that I found a little dusty in my book drawer, and completed it all over again on Tuesday. The scenes which I watched with Sham in her home more than half a year ago are still fresh in my memory.
Visited my brother, Taufiq, in Changi last Thursday too. Yeah, missed him a lot, and it's been like what, 6 months since I saw him. Yeah, he looked healthier and much presentable than he used to; all haggard and teeth stained yellow with black lips coated with tobacco and nicotine. He must've felt great too, and I hope he's kicked that horrible habit for good.
It's scary, really, how this whole two weeks have broken me into something I wished I never wanted to be again - afraid of what the world might unleash on me.
I'm off to continue with my coursework now. I think.
Sunday, June 14, 2009, 6:14 PM
Aleh Puiy!
Had a one-night stay in Ubin this past Sat together with a few guys from Poomse Club as well as those couple TKD students from Coral Sec. It was quite a diff experience for me as only 10 of us (+ instructors) were camping in Ubin - very much unike the hundreds of us NPCC Cadets in ATC or STC camps. Other than the difference in numbers and the training styles, it was a great camp out. 
My team for the 24k hike, Aleh Puiy! :E
I learnt a few more things which are useful in camping out in the woods (or Ubin) like starting a fire without solid fuel and matches/a lighter. Yeah, it was pretty cool. AND while we were there, MORE TKD TRAINING in the morning. :)
Haha, it was just too bad that I couldn't snap a picture of the amazing backdrop in Ubin. It was simply fascinating, and the sight was breathtaking. I'm srs! Plus, I found out almost exactly where NPCC Camp Resilience is in Pulau Ubin! With the help of a map, it turns out that it isn't really quite far, only about 2 km from the jetty, max! Nyeheheh :D
Thanks for the great weekend dudes! :)
Now. With a whole lot of fun comes a whole lot of
studying ahead of me. Ba'aaa.
Monday, June 8, 2009, 11:53 PM
I Won't Return, Our Bridge Has Burned Down.
i won't be here often for now.
it's for my future, and it's for the best.
from now on, every hurdle has to be overcome with a strategy, and i am very thankful to have what i have and to be where i am now.
i promise that i won't let anyone down again.
to the new batch of Jr-Seniors of GV Drama Club:
HeyHoes. Well done, you've made it all the way from
helping with props backstage to being the actors/actresses and
now, leaders of all of them. You've been through them, done that.
May your learnings onstage/offstage rub off on those
who are new to the Holy Stage. Best of Luck, Byotches. :D
to the new batch of GV NCOs:
Best of luck with handling the cadets from now on.
After the prev camp we've been through, I see so much in
all of you, and you guys don't know just how proud
I am to see ALL of you grow to be great leaders.
Well Done. :)
That's all for now. Now, to FOCUS on my
Top 3 Goals of the year. Yeah - I was srs about them.
it's for my future, and it's for the best.
from now on, every hurdle has to be overcome with a strategy, and i am very thankful to have what i have and to be where i am now.
i promise that i won't let anyone down again.
to the new batch of Jr-Seniors of GV Drama Club:
HeyHoes. Well done, you've made it all the way from
helping with props backstage to being the actors/actresses and
now, leaders of all of them. You've been through them, done that.
May your learnings onstage/offstage rub off on those
who are new to the Holy Stage. Best of Luck, Byotches. :D
to the new batch of GV NCOs:
Best of luck with handling the cadets from now on.
After the prev camp we've been through, I see so much in
all of you, and you guys don't know just how proud
I am to see ALL of you grow to be great leaders.
Well Done. :)
That's all for now. Now, to FOCUS on my
Top 3 Goals of the year. Yeah - I was srs about them.
