Wednesday, September 30, 2009, 9:59 AM
still 20. crazy.

oh, you don't know how much I miss you.
when oh when can we be back to me and you, where twice a week at least; you'll be you and I'll be in front of the television screen. :(

, 9:33 AM
20. I've got this Xbox where my heart used to be.

so cold.
so bitter.

i taste bad, i'm sorry.

Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 10:19 AM
we're just begining 21. you and who.

It's a shame
You see that I'm hurtin' and you don't know what you did
You probably don't even care to know what it is
You promised that you were down and you were my best friend
Was it all for nothin'?

How could you go, right when I needed you?
You never showed, the love that I'm always showin' to you
Now you know that I'm gonna leave you
You're tellin' me no, 'cause it's gonna hurt you
Feelin' so cold


I wanted to know you
But karma's a trip now
You probably shouldn't have left me standing alone
I wanted to love you
But karma's a trip now
You probably should turn around and take yourself home
Karma, karma

It's just karma, karma
It's just karma's a trip


You're the flame
I keep runnin' back to you (back to you)
I feel the pain
I keep runnin' to you thinkin' that somethin's gonna change
But now that the story is over
I’m turnin' the page
Baby you're history

How could you go, right when I needed you?
You never showed, the love that I'm always showin' to you
Now you know, that I'm gonna leave you
You're tellin' me no, 'cause it's gonna hurt you
Feelin' so cold

I wanted to know you
But karma's a trip now
You probably shouldn't have left me standin' alone
I wanted to love you
But karma's a trip now
You prob'ly should turn around and take yourself home
Karma, karma

It's just karma, karma
It's just karma's a trip

What goes around comes around
No more me and you (me and you and you)
The tables have turned around
And now I’m lettin' you go, go, go (hey yeah)


I wanted to know you
But karma's a trip now
You probably shouldn't have left me standin' alone
I wanted to love you
But karma's a trip now
You prob'ly should turn around and take yourself home
Karma, karma

It's just karma, karma
It's just karma's a trip

I wanted to know you
But karma's a trip now
You probably shouldn't have left me standin' alone
I wanted to love you
But karma's a trip now
You prob'ly should turn around and take yourself home
Karma, karma

It's just karma, karma
It's just karma's a trip

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, 9:25 AM
21. 'cause the 3rd frappe marks its norm.

HELLO 4/5, Graduating Class of 2009. <3

Monday, September 28, 2009, 11:00 AM
2am of 22. what's it going to take for you to realize?

If I were you, holding the world right in my hands.
The first thing I'd do is to thank the stars for all that I have.
Or tell the ones I love that I do.

That's the problem.
I'm not you.

Yes it all can go away in one blink of an eye.
Fuck, it happens all the time.

, 8:08 AM
23. miss you, i?


GENIUS. like fucking not.
okay. 4e5 ftw. i like school. 1 month left.
stop cumming late to school, Hidayah. 

Sunday, September 27, 2009, 8:37 AM
24. Thanks for the awesome weekend. You too. :)

'cause you'll always know, Fluorine FTFW. <3

Saturday, September 26, 2009, 8:36 AM
still 25. Long Gone.

AGGRAVATION AT ITS PEAK, OH GOD.
'cause you never had a pencil, never will.
pen15 where?

HELLO BRAND NEW DAY.
something just whizzed through my mind.
the feeling of waking up in the morning, heading downstairs just
to be greeted by waiters and staff, getting that glass of orange juice,
sitting down by the poolside and enjoying that hotel atmosphere.

something we usually feel during the holidays.
Oh MiCasa, where have you gone. :)

, 6:11 AM
25. Dude, we're running out of time.

had a study date with'em for a bit, went home early.
mehhhh studying some more.
hahahaha I've got myself confused in this Perio-hoeic Table.
:/

Friday, September 25, 2009, 9:51 PM
26. & she'll pull through no matter what the rest in the field say.

haha, Farhan is the best, I swear.
and so much for a huge bottle of coke eh.
night-studying ftw. productivity rate - level up!

and no mates from the BBQ,
he's not my boyfriend. :)

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Thursday, September 24, 2009, 9:38 AM
28. TP ftw.

then exchange shoes only.
'cause them ballet shoes look good on guys.
YES FTW FTW. :D
kay study again at 'Hub till late. tmr.
see you there.
or not.
LOL SULPHUR FAILZZ.

Wednesday, September 23, 2009, 7:44 AM
29. hello Fs. or Sf. whichever works.

Long hair + night classes = Scares the shit out of students.
yeah. i know. long hair ftw.
and tmr, better 'cheong' hard, 'cause we've already spent half
our time just now ghosting away.
LESS THAN ONE MONTH LEFT LETS DO IT MTHRFCKRS <3

and yes. you're just a boy. hidayahforthefail.

Sunday, September 20, 2009, 11:24 AM
30. Trust me I'm not bitter.

lets put this plan into action.
but you don't have a pencil.
:/

, 11:24 AM
32. the Fs got mixed up.

but I could've loved you better.

, 4:34 AM
33. You'll never know the truth if the lie doesn't show up first.


An elderly man. Coffee.
Sips.
Turns back looking pissed. 
Little kid. Reaching for something at the powder/water dispenser area. Man looks at boy. Stood up. Fiddled at the counter with something.
Wary Hidayah stares.
Little boy walked away, sipping away at a cup of water.
Man turns to sit, watches as little boy goes.
Sips.

wondering. 
was i the only person who noticed his good deed?
amin.

Saturday, September 19, 2009, 12:53 AM
still 34. bury your sorrow or you'll die tomorrow, I swear. (NOT)

'cause half-cups remind me that all I ever need is just a little push.

, 12:40 AM
34. We do jumping-jacks then throw up for the kick.

Whats the difference of never knowing at all?
When every step I take is always too small.
Maybe its just something I cant admit but lately,
I feel like I dont give a shit.

Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations dont know how to take them.
Inspirations getting hard to fake it.
Concentrations never hard to brake it.
Situation never what you want it to be.

Whats the point of never making mistakes?
Self-indulgence is such a hard habit to brake.
Its all just a waste of time in the end.
I dont care so why should I even pretend.

Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations dont know how to take them.
Inspirations getting hard to fake it.
Concentrations never hard to brake it.
Situation never what you want it.

Nothings new, everythings the same.
It keeps on dragging me down, its getting kind of lame.
Im falling further behind, theres nothing to explain.
No matter what you say nothing s gonna change my mind.

Cant pretend on doubt until the end.
It seems like leaving friends has become
This years trend and though I cant pretend.
Its not the same but whos to blame,
For all those stupid things I never said.

Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations dont know how to take them.
Inspirations getting hard to fake it.
Concentrations never hard to brake it.
Situation never what you want it to be.

Motivation such an aggravation,
Accusations dont know how to take them.
Inspirations getting hard to fake it.
Concentrations never hard to brake it.
Situation never what you want it to be.

Never what you want it to be.
Never what you want it to be.

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Friday, September 18, 2009, 6:03 AM
35. Bounces.




you can never be unhappy with hoes ard.  <3

Tuesday, September 15, 2009, 5:24 AM
37. Inspired.

To the guys from Adam Khoo who made our three nights special and memorable, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. <3

(photos on Fcbk)

Tuesday, September 8, 2009, 6:20 AM
still 46. Not Another Nothing Without You.




 And things like these make me happy even in the toughest of times.

Monday, September 7, 2009, 3:09 PM
46. 'cause th feelings are mutual.

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'll bleed my heart out to show
That I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
have come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'll bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'll bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'll bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go

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, 12:11 AM
47. Who would've thought it would come to this?

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

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Sunday, September 6, 2009, 7:07 AM
48. flips your shit.

what a weekend!

fiiiiinally managed to get out of the house after so fucking long.
felt good, srsly.
weekend went extremely well.
Sat night with the couzes and the whole of Sunday at Yishun Sports Hall.

kay. 'ammout.

Thursday, September 3, 2009, 3:23 AM
52. Bring an extra tee 'cause it's gonna get messy.

who knew.
revising in the library with a teacher on a Thursday afternoon with an adorable HP using, place shifting (directly with us) and surprisingly brave stranger; poly kid?
---would later lead to childhood nostalgia and Aikido training.
yes, in the library itself. 'cause cakes can wait for all we care.

teacher: Ms Sawyer
stranger: Still Adorable
Hidayah: *smiles*

who knew?

Tuesday, September 1, 2009, 8:33 AM
53. Punch lines that'll knock you out like Mohd Ali.


all I ever wanted?
:/

missing trainings v v v v badly.
tournament's coming up this Sunday, wah.
plus, need to refresh skills on First Aiding as well.
dammit, life without CCAs feel kinduv' empty.
endorphins need escaping! :O :(

Suuuuuuuuup.
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HIDAYAH HJ.

Answer my Prayers, Please
I want to go to Heaven. NO KIDDING.
Prioritize time well to fit in everyone I love.
Meet HHH In Person.
Other Wishes are Minor.

Quote, Un-quote.
I'm a pessimist but I know how to make it work for me.

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The Story Of Us All.
LOVES - Socialising, Attention, Meaningful homework, Camping, Expressions, ACTING, Creating havoc, Love, Music, Wilderness and Nature, Reading, Photography, Volunteer work, Learning, Nat Geo, Star World, Nick Toons, Super Sports, Fixing things, then breaking them, 'Happening', Cooking, MEN, Staying up through the night, Challenges and competition, Surprises, Getting Down & Dirty, Adventures.


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