Saturday, April 30, 2011, 10:29 AM
TLC


, 6:43 AM
I'm always here for you.

Y'know what, WE should celebrate our 7th anniversary together this year. Since Jalan Bahtera right! E>

Thursday, April 28, 2011, 8:34 PM
what if our love is lost behind words we could never find


Wednesday, April 27, 2011, 10:55 AM
cunning linguist.

ahhh, so you've met my brother! 
I'm sure he was pretty friendly wasn't he hohohoho

Tuesday, April 26, 2011, 11:12 AM
had crayons and glitter for dinner. srsly.

Impromptu Hidamirah-Day tonight totally made up for our lost dates during for the first part of this year. I'm glad to have you Adio, always! Yes la, you shy, I shy, ok? Please come back from Sentosa early every week for us to meet at ITAS <3

Speaking of ITAS, I've gained 1k since the end of IVP (Y)
AND THAT'S WITHOUT ITAS. Omgay. The horror.
Speaks a lot about what the sudden cut off from intensive training and diet maintenance can do to me, even if it's just within a month! 
Okay, that's a little depressing, currently feels like I'm in Class F again.
Well, I guess it's back to my old (Pre-IVP) routine! :3

, 11:09 AM
either way, guitars were meant for two.

waiting v. (im)patiently for you to get back.

Sunday, April 24, 2011, 8:31 AM
taking on the new sem

A year as a freshman in TP had been...not what I expected actually.
Seeing many new faces, keeping people close, maintaining friendships,
learning many new ways to look at problems and life, along with
plenty of new perspectives.

In just 1 year, many people have walked into and out of my life,
some who have chosen to stay, hats off to you
whilst others who left must surely have their reasons, are long gone.

It's crazy how fast Year1 passed by.
In April last year, I didn't think I was going to meet the most liberal and amazing bunch of people in my school, course and class.
I didn't have the faintest idea of joining Silat in TP, but now, those teammates of mine are some of my dearest companions, whom I'm hoping to spend many more years with.
I didn't think that I would've lost a friend who played a huge part in my life, but we're still gradually adapting to our distance.
And of course, who would've thought, I'd meet you.

It's funny to see what I was just a year ago,
and how much so many things have made an impact on me,
even if it's just a little. And I try to learn from it all.
Am still trying.
With an open mind, and an open heart, always.

Okay enough with the sap talk, I've got new goals and
priorities that I've set my mind on to.
YEAR 2.1, BRING IT AWNNNNNN.

Saturday, April 23, 2011, 12:27 PM
kitto daijoubu. (yes Sham I still rmmbr Arashi, I kid you not)

In the midst of all the talks of monopoly, wrestling, Irshad,
C.W, unforgettable KL trips, sleepovers, LHTP, Faizal, Zancher,
replaying Westlife's 'Home' on the telly at 4am, Jln Rimau,
Hidayat's arms, Royal Rumble in our baju raya, Rique -
I still feel like we left out so much. So much more.

The years have passed us by so fast, it's really hard to believe
we're turning 18 - feels like only yesterday that we took the Viking
and the Corkscrew @ Genting, or that we took our first steps into Micasa.
We're pretty grown up babygirl.
Now, it's Irshad's turn. ;)

, 12:04 PM
nocturnal creatures.

"Do you feel nervous when he stares at you?"

"LOLOLOLOLOL of course not.
a little creeped out, maybe."
and I gave you a reassuring smile.

Then I thought about it.
Whenever you look at me for more than two seconds,
I turn and say "WHAT?"
I guess, I do get nervous when you stare.
Why? I'm not sure.

I'm can be such a girl sometimes. HAHA

Wednesday, April 20, 2011, 12:01 PM
accomplishe.

It's frightening how fast the many weeks have flown by,
but I'm happy with where I am now.

Monday, April 18, 2011, 12:42 PM
oh stop sulking.

man I'm hungry.

, 11:59 AM
That's not really what they all say.

You may think that I'm heartless
insensitive, indifferent or whatever
but in actual fact, 
just like you - I just don't want the same thing to happen to me again.
I say what may sound like the meanest things but sometimes,
I know what's right for others more than they do themselves.
They just never really believe me, till it happens,
but I'll never have the heart to say I Told You So in the end anyway.
Tough love.

Noone knows how much I despise seeing that green uniform 
scattered in my neighbourhood every weekend,
and everytime I do see those men lining up in their rows of three
with the sergeants in their black berets taking charge in front, 
all I do is just turn away, sometimes cursing under my breath but surely
walking as fast as I can at what seems to be 
an unforgiving line of green that is never ending.

Well then. 
Maybe, all I'm hoping for is to trust someone fully again,
maybe, just like yourself.
Maybe, all I need is a little more time to get act together.
Maybe, I'm actually more upset than I am excited that you're
being posted to where he once was, but than again,
maybe, I won't blindly hate those men in green anymore, after 
I see you in that comes August.

So believe me, 
you have absolutely no idea what's going through my mind. 
Don't say that I don't think of you, and as corny as this sounds,
you have no idea how many times you cross my mind.
No f&!@^!g idea.
Do remember too, that as much as I try to be/act/think like a boy,
I'm not. Will never be.

Sunday, April 17, 2011, 1:10 PM
milo and toast.

don't worry TPS, I'm still on your side.

contented. =)

Wednesday, April 13, 2011, 10:36 AM
with lots of love!

aww, I'm going to miss all of them, 
now that most of them are on attachment.
ESPECIALLY AMA :'(
dear captain, please come back right to the team after your SIP to mingle with the new freshies, spend more Q-time with us 
and of course,
HAVE A WESTERN MEAL FROM ITAS.
it's a must alright love!

, 1:28 AM
in need of a hug


Tuesday, April 12, 2011, 10:58 AM


It's only been one week since the end of the competition and
I think I'm gaining back my weight 0_0

As soon as the holidays are over, a few things have to be prioritized:

1. The quest on dropping to class C (below 60k, dead serious)
2. School (screw BMR, really, like MedSoc wasn't tough enough)
3. Regu team for SPOPs
4. Committee to fill in for captain during training
(till you get back from your SIP Ama!)
5. Time for bf

As long as CMM doesn't kill me this sem, I think I still got a chance.
For now, lets enjoy 13 days of holidays left!

Monday, April 11, 2011, 9:00 PM
taking 109 home.

haven't taken good photos in a really long time,
I guess I'm on a hunt for a new photog parter.

, 1:38 AM
rushing to training nao

hi. i'm a boy your boy.

Saturday, April 9, 2011, 10:39 AM
the biting point.

NP seniors stay awake @ GV, like a boss.

Friday, April 8, 2011, 12:11 PM
please remember that it's King after Ace, not Jack

so how do you like our morning faces +_+

, 11:57 AM
pride and joy

you guys are simply amazing,
it's only been less than a year and the team is already
a huge part of me, but I wouldn't have it any other way :')

Thursday, April 7, 2011, 9:17 AM
pain is temporary, glory is everlasting

moderation, we've got issues.

Tuesday, April 5, 2011, 12:58 PM
bluppblupp

my legs are itching like crazy.
yeay grasio this saturday :)

Sunday, April 3, 2011, 10:04 AM
2 SILVERS IN A ROW

2nd Silver this year heh
but it gave me a good exposure and experience,
not to mention TSC 11' passed by really fast!

will update more ++ pictures
but for now
TPSilat, a job well done and have a good rest this week!

JIWO!

Friday, April 1, 2011, 2:17 AM
you help me live and learn

We've been there for each other at our strongest times, as well as our most vulnerable, screamed so loud out of angst and frustration that the walls tremble, hugged so tight with pride and joy, and wept till the tears just refused to flow out anymore.
Had disputes with blood on our hands with one another, yet stood by to protect each other, 
with the odds against us and everything around us pulling us down, tears falling and times that felt like we would never see end of the unforgiving tunnel. 
We have friends that we could turn to for the sense of companionship and comfort, still, we turn to each other at the end of the day. To tell each other that we have grown, but not growing apart.

They've seen me falter, upset, naked (that was only once, by accident too), angry, in pain, in love, but have also seen me at my best of times and have been proud to call me their one and only sister.
I can't believe how much we've grown, physically and emotionally, into young adults.
I'll always, always,  love them.



Suuuuuuuuup.
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HIDAYAH HJ.

Answer my Prayers, Please
I want to go to Heaven. NO KIDDING.
Prioritize time well to fit in everyone I love.
Meet HHH In Person.
Other Wishes are Minor.

Quote, Un-quote.
I'm a pessimist but I know how to make it work for me.

CODE RED
Paul Levesque. Jason Chambers. Bill Duff. Overcoats. Team Raleigh/Team Tenzing. Drama. Jamie Oliver. Cheese. Jillian Michaels. Campfires. Manchester United. Ubin. Bret Hart. TPSilat. Randy Orton. Police Force. TEAM KETSU. Nigella Lawson. High-Cuts(Lengthy). TPTKD. Sour. Crisp Black Collars. Converse. TKD. Wrestling. Skirts Jeans. Laughing. Outward Bound S'pore. Spotlights. Blue-Hoodies/TPRawkers. Youtube. Heels. Cats. MJ.DuaBelas. TV. (:

The Story Of Us All.
LOVES - Socialising, Attention, Meaningful homework, Camping, Expressions, ACTING, Creating havoc, Love, Music, Wilderness and Nature, Reading, Photography, Volunteer work, Learning, Nat Geo, Star World, Nick Toons, Super Sports, Fixing things, then breaking them, 'Happening', Cooking, MEN, Staying up through the night, Challenges and competition, Surprises, Getting Down & Dirty, Adventures.


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