Wednesday, May 27, 2009, 9:25 PM
HE PLAYS ON THE WING, HEAR UNITED SING: VIVA RONALDO, VIVA RONALDO!
sadly, to no avail.
Man Utd had fell short this time, and it is a pity that
they did not bring home the UEFA Championship gold.
&, Barcalona did play well and they deserved it.
Props to them.
still, the road to Old Trafford shall never die.
Man Utd had fell short this time, and it is a pity that
they did not bring home the UEFA Championship gold.
&, Barcalona did play well and they deserved it.
Props to them.
still, the road to Old Trafford shall never die.
, 12:39 PM
It's already half-time and fucked.
PUT TEVEZ IN.
, 6:52 AM
one and one makes two, two and one makes three - it was destiny (:
it's okay that they were laughing during Ethan's death scene, calling Marie some really tall/hot/slapped/rude sister of Delilah and my classmates' amazement in seeing me dressing up so feminine for the first time, also the opinions of our performance 'Guardian Angel' being a rape-tragedy. :)
I just have to give the upper-secondary credit as they had proven me wrong this year. Good audience today, and yes. I do feed off the crowd - it's what I try doing best. :)
i thank thee, the Drama Crew, for making all this such an awesome experience for me, throughout the whole journey in the makings of a great SYF performance.
Kay, well done on your finale onstage, Hidayah. (Greenview's stage, that its.)
Kudos to all. :D
PS: Approx. 3.5 hrs till the kick-off. Get em boys men ready on the pitch. :)
Tuesday, May 26, 2009, 8:47 AM
Capoeira is amazing.
Jyeah, I'm serious.
, 5:58 AM
we are the vanquished foes of the metal, we tried to win for why we do not know.
dear F&N coursework, I have not completed you just yet.
"New-wave tried to destroy the metal, but the metal had its way
Grunge then tried to dethrone the metal, but metal was in the way
Punk-rock tried to destroy the metal, but metal was much too strong
Techno tried to defile the metal, but techno was proven wrong
YEAAAAAAAAAAA!"
but i'll have hand you up tmr. humph. :\
AAAAAH thurs. CANNOT WAIT, for ze
Man Utd VS. Barca UEFA Finals, followed by PTC. meh.
what a hella'va day. :O
Grunge then tried to dethrone the metal, but metal was in the way
Punk-rock tried to destroy the metal, but metal was much too strong
Techno tried to defile the metal, but techno was proven wrong
YEAAAAAAAAAAA!"
- The Metal, Tenacious D.
Monday, May 25, 2009, 5:24 AM
*snorts* Be You Angels?
3 years of knowing the REAL MEANING OF RRRRRRRROCKKKKK. :D
*powerslides*
Labels: Tribute - Tenacious D
, 4:23 AM
well you can't be a pimp and a prostitute too.
okay.
performance for upper sec on wed, heh.
i really wish Dee/Dylan could perform on Wed,
as a sort of final performance for us graduating this year.
but the teachs' want the original crew to redo the whole thing
again. sorry guys. :(
1 cold fact - The lower sec students may have acted the way they did, and at their age they are allowed to, we understand. But from the past performances, statistics show that some of them actually behave a little more maturely than some of their older schoolmates. This is a little intimidating, even for me.
(Try proving me wrong once Wed comes.)
Sunday, May 24, 2009, 6:52 AM
just fine.
wholesome.
yeay, and done with light cardio and a few workouts,i smell like a partially decayed onion right now.
whoo. pretty.
200 crunches for the day. serves me right. :)
, 2:02 AM
give me a better cause to lead.
So give me all your poison,
and give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
and make me ill
You're running after something
that you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will
Labels: Thank You For The Venom - MCR
Saturday, May 23, 2009, 7:04 AM
spending the night. HAH.
(currently at the sex-bomb's home)
heh. functions, birthday celebration and the really good looking
AC Milan jersey wearing friend of my cousin. Faizal? yum.
yeay monday. hah. it has never felt this bittersweet, really.
the fact that this we're going to act on stage again, :)
but it also recognizes the end of our time in GV Drama Club.
Yeah. Last performance, I'm guessing.
Then, our time as Sr.Seniors' will end. :) :\ :(
i really, really enjoy the comfort of my sarcasm.
it's delicious, srsly.
heh. functions, birthday celebration and the really good looking
AC Milan jersey wearing friend of my cousin. Faizal? yum.
yeay monday. hah. it has never felt this bittersweet, really.
the fact that this we're going to act on stage again, :)
but it also recognizes the end of our time in GV Drama Club.
Yeah. Last performance, I'm guessing.
Then, our time as Sr.Seniors' will end. :) :\ :(
i really, really enjoy the comfort of my sarcasm.
it's delicious, srsly.
Friday, May 22, 2009, 4:54 AM
rock-solid.
Malay Intensive?
...just not effective.
heh. okay. I'll give them teachs' some credit; they have really put their all into the program, and I'm grateful. Honestly, the program isn't as bad as I thought it would be. I thought for sure that I was going to be embarrassed (hands down by Jaws) but I wasn't (there's another week to go, I'm sure he'll be able to pull a fast one on me). WHY? 'cause my malay language is H-O-R-R-I-BLE, and something is bound to happen. also. I'm afraid of big crowds (like the ones in the AVA Room for MT-Intensive). Afraid of crowds? Hah, now that's a good one, Hidayah.
So Malay Intensive?
bring. it. awnnnnnnn. :)
Thursday, May 21, 2009, 6:26 AM
The Self Inflicted Inebriation, Guilt Never Lies.
King Of Contradiction, so tell me about it.
(Honestly), do I pressurize myself, far more than I can really handle? Do I set unrealistic goals that I/others think I can't achieve, but set them without thinking anyway? Can I even get a tinge of what I want/aim/wish to achieve? AND, a masochist, am I? Although not a hardcore one, still; Pain for Pleasure?
'cause when I said I don't have all the answers, I meant it.
I'm not even at the doorstep of my goals yet.
Time-check: It's already 21st of May, 2009.
This is quite very alarming.
Wednesday, May 20, 2009, 8:18 AM
find the words to say.
(Where'd I go wrong?)
Pull the curtain, begin paranoia's wearing thin now
It's wearing thin now
(Where'd I go wrong?)
Close my eyes, realize I've become the victimized now
Desensitized now
The one and only day has come
I pay for all the bad things I've done
(Where'd I go wrong?)
Somthing's wrong because I find the glamour in the dark side
in the dark side
(Where'd I go wrong?)
Cheap regrets can't forget falling victim to the debts
still unpaid in my mind
The one and only day has come
I pay for all the bad things I've done
It's gonna take me, you don't know tragedy
I've been to hell and back again to tell
Close my eyes and lay me down to sleep
I fear the worst might be the urgence to explode
And my time is up so...
Why can't I just lie?
Living dead awake, the horror show begins
So pull the curtains over me
Bring on the panic
The uncontrolled and manic
It's a free for all kill them all every last one of them, I don't care
(Well, hey hey hey hey) (x2)
Suffocate the dreams in my mind
(Well I can't stop believing)
Drown the thoughts that have me confined
(This life is hard to begin)
Gutter dreams as black as the night
No one told me ending's a lie
Suffocate the dreams in my mind
Drown the thoughts that have me confined
Gutter dreams as black as the night
No one told me endings a lie
(Lost in paranoia)
(background)
My last words I'm choking
Are all my dreams broken
The silence is deafening
My ears won't stop ringing
My last words I'm choking
Are all my dreams broken
The silence is deafening
My ears won't stop ringing
Now we're gone do you still feel the same?
Well now, can't you see?
I need help to stop me from myself
Well can't you help me now?
Pull the curtain, begin paranoia's wearing thin now
It's wearing thin now
(Where'd I go wrong?)
Close my eyes, realize I've become the victimized now
Desensitized now
The one and only day has come
I pay for all the bad things I've done
(Where'd I go wrong?)
Somthing's wrong because I find the glamour in the dark side
in the dark side
(Where'd I go wrong?)
Cheap regrets can't forget falling victim to the debts
still unpaid in my mind
The one and only day has come
I pay for all the bad things I've done
It's gonna take me, you don't know tragedy
I've been to hell and back again to tell
Close my eyes and lay me down to sleep
I fear the worst might be the urgence to explode
And my time is up so...
Why can't I just lie?
Living dead awake, the horror show begins
So pull the curtains over me
Bring on the panic
The uncontrolled and manic
It's a free for all kill them all every last one of them, I don't care
(Well, hey hey hey hey) (x2)
Suffocate the dreams in my mind
(Well I can't stop believing)
Drown the thoughts that have me confined
(This life is hard to begin)
Gutter dreams as black as the night
No one told me ending's a lie
Suffocate the dreams in my mind
Drown the thoughts that have me confined
Gutter dreams as black as the night
No one told me endings a lie
(Lost in paranoia)
(background)
My last words I'm choking
Are all my dreams broken
The silence is deafening
My ears won't stop ringing
My last words I'm choking
Are all my dreams broken
The silence is deafening
My ears won't stop ringing
Now we're gone do you still feel the same?
Well now, can't you see?
I need help to stop me from myself
Well can't you help me now?
Labels: Pull The Curtain - Sum 41
, 2:42 AM
outset.
fuck-a-doddle-doo.
Jogged with Fiefe & Ashraf from Pasir Ris to Tampines, then got crazy at the nearby playground. & to Fi: it's alright. I'll protect you from the multiple twigs, bushes, leaves and grass "SNAKES" that might appear again some other time. ;)
3-sec.
zebras don't use protection.
OMG. THEN. The bad part comes. *inserts*
Went to WhiteSands to pay my fine due to the overdue library books. HEH. Who knew I read. Went to pay = Staff said I could only pay by NETS/CashCard/Ez-Link. So I went to top up MY card. Only God knew that only the adult Ez-Link card could be used. *cries*
Got home. And. Uh.
Somebody rehearse through my funeral before PTC. Please. :*(
Somebody rehearse through my funeral before PTC. Please. :*(Tuesday, May 19, 2009, 2:07 AM
take back your picture in the frame, take back your singing in the rain.
Freedom - George Michael
HEH. So addictive.
OUCH. Uh, crams. No, no Syonan-To/ Japanese Flags.
Muscle aches.
KAY. Looking forward to tmr's jog with Fi & Ash.
From Dusk Till Shaun,
NYEH HEH. ;\
HEH. So addictive.
OUCH. Uh, crams. No, no Syonan-To/ Japanese Flags.
Muscle aches.
KAY. Looking forward to tmr's jog with Fi & Ash.
From Dusk Till Shaun,
NYEH HEH. ;\
Monday, May 18, 2009, 7:03 AM
You Gotta' Give for What You Take.
Woke up in the morning with dark circles drawn on the rims of my eyelids, emotionally ripped and felt like a million pieces.
Now, I'm feeling like a million bucks and done with 200 blog posts.
Hell Yeah. :)
Sunday, May 17, 2009, 8:54 AM
you're looking so delicious.
*walked past the computer room which Hidayat was on the computer*
Did not disturb, but instead, found out his secret playlist that consisted of the heaviest songs and hardcore music which was not meant for boys/girls his age.
Playing : When I Grow Up - Pussy Cat Dolls
, 7:44 AM
Marshall - 'cause opportunity comes once in a life-time.
He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
He's choking, how everybody's joking now
The clock's run out, time's up over, bloah!
He's so mad, but he won't give up that easy, no.
To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
He's choking, how everybody's joking now
The clock's run out, time's up over, bloah!
He's so mad, but he won't give up that easy, no.
- Lose Yourself, Eminem.
Labels: you only get one shot do not miss your chance to blow.
, 7:22 AM
for Team Anti-Bby.
Soluble salts. 5 failed questions about the mole concept. Volume = g (FAILED). Nomad to E!Hub & WS. Iced Tea. Danial Hadi & Hazwan at Mac D, LOL. Updated Sham about current affairs (my current affairs ^ ^). Missing calculator. No skinny-jean people. Adding random people on MSN. Failed Rob Van Dam VS. Captain Charisma match-up. Failed food-ordering at BK. NS MEN. OH MY GOD, BILLIONS OF THEM.
1 more lesson in life:
Teaching Shameera about the difference between Policemen
and the dudes from Civil Defence. THEY ARE NOT THE SAME. :\
soluble salts = Na, K & NH4. <3
, 6:45 AM
oh-so whatev.
I Just Do Not Believe This.
I spent the whole week getting my head wrapped around the idea of healthy dieting, exercise and workouts. I built so much mental strength to repel junk-foods and anything that will increase in the calorie chart. I resisted much that I had not in the past months in just a week. As little as that sounds, I have put my current BEST into trying to lead an almost "perfect" healthy-lifestyle.
MAIN PRIORITIES for 2009.
1) 'O' Levels
2) Up-coming Tae Kwon Do Competition
3) Get to my ideal weight (for real)
Yet today I went for my TKD training and realized that the rest of my team mates were doing better than I was. I wouldn't consider myself that bad, but with them around, it only made me a little demoralized. I am only 1 step beneath them. Not good, Hidayah. Not good at all. This has had been the most emotional training yet.
So what am I ready for, really?
'O' Levels? Heck No.
The TKD Competition's the thing that has been in my mind since ever. It's not putting me at peace until I achieve or am able to reach for my goal. To me, I'm far from that. Nah, not good enough. Or maybe, NOT GOOD AT ALL.
Have you had almost been in tears just doing something you love and wish to excel in, but always falling short or not meeting yours/others expectations? If you have, you might know what I'm talking about. The feeling is like taking all your hard work and chucking them down the bin. I am not the most emotional person (yeah, srsly), but I just cannot take it when these things do occur. Those are like major heartbreaks for me.
& honestly, I do not really like myself at this moment in time. It's not like I am unappreciative or anything, but I do not have all the answers. Especially to this. I just cannot let people, and evidently myself, down. This is piercing my heart badly.
God Help Me.
And after getting on the weighing-scale, I am most disappointed with myself.
I have only lost 1 kg this week. Oh God, please help me. :(
Saturday, May 16, 2009, 6:55 AM
not to brag, please.
but.
Take Me Home United Road!
, 5:59 AM
"Plays with Rooney, Plays with Wes. He's our Superstar Tevez!" . *cries*
(in the middle of the Man Utd VS. Arsenal game for the EPL Title)
I've got a couple of Yeays and Boos that I want to jot down.
BOOOOO.
- Ate instant noodles yesterday. INSTANT NOODLES. :(
- Been drinking too much milk these past days. I don't want kidney stones - sorry, I just have nothing else to replace food after the hours.
- Lack of citrus and fibrous foodstuff at home. AHH.
- Not enough time in June to go to the Gym. :(
- Calories are not my friends. How I loathe you. X(
- Oh shucks. Feeling hungry now. :O
JYEAAAAAAAAAAHH.
- Followed diet for a week as planned.
- Followed daily exercise routine as planned.
- June Holidays are arriving (TIME TO GET BACK TO SCHOOL)
- TKD TRAININGSSSSS.
- Wake-Up-Call. :)
- Meeting Sham tmr to studyyyyy.
- TKD Training before that ^ :D
i quite found something that will keep my heart contented for a while. thank you, God. :)
Friday, May 15, 2009, 7:42 AM
the metal kettle rusts as fast as my heart does.
OMG.
Shameera Angullia & Amirah Ali.
you guys do not know how much you have made my day today.
(both in diff. ways of course, but nevertheless)
yes we failed in Skype.
yes we burn people.
no i was not naked.
but you guys made my heart strong and unbreakable.
that's a toast to you guys. cheers. :D
, 4:04 AM
i try again 'cause i'm not like you.
'cause sometimes you try so hard but your best just isn't good enough. lest, quitting is sometimes seen as a virtue.
Thursday, May 14, 2009, 3:36 AM
if you don't appreciate it, you don't deserve it.
Nah. Life's Not A Bitch.
you are.
Wednesday, May 13, 2009, 5:21 AM
i can't get inside if there's no soul to bear.
so suck it up if you think it's untrue.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009, 8:06 AM
We Drinking Santana Champ 'cause It's So Crisp.
HISTORY
IS
THE SEX.
, 2:52 AM
i don't care lah.
Who says I don't have music on my blog? :E
LOL. okay. so. i would so fail in S. Idol. i knowww.
and yes, laugh all you want. it's supposed to de-stress you. :)
Labels: my apologies for the singing. :(
Monday, May 11, 2009, 6:51 AM
I'm Cool.
why?
'cause I'm untroubled.
in some ways. yes. uh. no.
Sunday, May 10, 2009, 7:07 PM
tons.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
it's Monday, and I'm wondering why us Pri/Sec schoolers are having some 1-day break/holiday. srsly, I have no idea why. do mention this to me today/tmr/whenever.
i'm slow but kind of curious. :)
not studying. project runway. suspicions.
toilet break - mas selamat parody. timmy turner.
wake up in vegas. chart attack. curry puffs. facebook.
, 9:07 AM
life is a highway, and i wanna' ride it all night long.
Saturday, May 9, 2009, 11:25 PM
and I love what you do,
don't you know that you're toxic?
forgot to remind you.
don't trust a hoe.
I AM EXTREMELY PISSED THAT THERE HAS NOT BEEN A SINGLE TKD TRAINING THIS WHOLE WEEK. SO FREAKING FRUSTRATING - ENDORPHINS NOT EXPLODING OUT. BALLS JOY TO THAT.
, 6:19 AM
it must be nice being you.
hello niece cum slut-monster.
khob khun kaaaaaa.
too much, too little. *inside joke*
whores.
hoesforsawyer.
your light of guidance to paradise.
Oh God. I Miss Them So Much.
, 2:13 AM
see how far you've come.
Sometimes it seems,
what's the point of being the 'bigger man'?
You give up. Nobody notices anyway. You get
jeered at for losing a battle. You can't
clear your point out. Your opponent wins.
Nobody knows that you let the oppose take charge.
Nothing else you say matter anymore. No one gives a rat's ass about it or you.
You're done, Loser.
Period.
come to think of it, you're not giving up.
you're just giving in. 'cause you know you've
been through it day after day, and have realized
the outcome. you've outgrown excuses.
you get the facts down. truth matters, not
those false explanations.
it's not that you don't want to win, you just think
that winning isn't everything anymore. you don't
need to condescend just to get whatever glory
you think you might receive, when it's only a moment
of satisfaction and honestly only ruins your pride.
so what if nobody notices your loss or the good
that you've done? it's not about people noticing you;
that's the point of giving in. realizing your own
capabilities and strengths and not wasting them is
what matters the most. they're of no use if you blow it
on something that will sting your ego anyway.
feel good when you give in. you should feel
as if you've won; because you did. you're mature enough
to know the right thing to do. no need for regrets
or second thoughts. and don't even think of
acting like the victim. then, you're just stooping
to the same level as your opponent.
I realized that I myself am not the most wise nor mature; we all have our days. But I do know when I have to act like the bigger person and take charge, and if someone wants an episode about it, I'm all ears. I will not go back to the unreasonable cat-fights and certainly infamous soap-opera-like arguments; I have grown. Win if you want to, I can shut it. Push it too far; still not intimidated. I'm not ready to take on the world yet, but I'm making some progress. :)
Friday, May 8, 2009, 6:46 AM
move.
should've went for the extra TKD training.
hopeless, yeah. what was i thinking.
, 2:37 AM
going under.
(40 minutes into the S.S Examination Paper)
*yawns*
Written only 15 - 20 lines worth of crap words.
Four more questions to go.
Who am I kidding.
Okay. Quit drawing. Lets look at how well the
others are doing. I so know that most of them
studied last-minute. Yeah. Unlike me. :O
*plays with hair and scans class*
Whoa, Fi's doing good. Pretty focused.
Seng Hai sure hell is having trouble.
Gop...
*looks at paper, and turns to look at Gop again*
Gop - In the middle of a self-manicure.
*chuckles*
Gop - Noticed me and shows me his paper.
Penned down only 5 lines. Laughed back.
PHEW. At least I won't be the only one who would fail. :\
Thursday, May 7, 2009, 7:24 AM
what you've done.
i feel all empty inside.i'm aware of why i'm growing up.
I'm not too fond of then.
It's all about now.
Whatever to the pressure, the torments.
None of those matter anymore.
Only yourself. Now.
Tick, Tock.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009, 6:04 AM
for your dream to turn into something? think again.
worst science remedial we had today.
worst = fun
fun = play
play = tie Kzel's hair + laugh at Charmaine + get scolded by teacher
The class was rad. + 2 undone phy & chem papers. :D
I love extra classes.
I love to learn.
I HATE/DESPISE/WANT TO MURDER like physics. :(
Monday, May 4, 2009, 8:22 AM
you're always gonna' come back for more.
temperature taking.
Newspaper-reading X 2.
CME -1, History +1.
Chemistry = TMR.
Chemistry papers = Not done (yet)
Social Studies FTW;
boys never grow up.
Uhh, I'm sure of that.
Maths Mock Paper Run-Through.MAJOR FAILURE + hello pandas.
Art room destruction, and
*flips through past years' yearbooks*
Arrival of sawyer.
MEEEEEEHHHHHHH.
2nd Leg: Wed Morning, 0245 hrs.
Just you wait Hydhir. We'll see.
*prays hard*
, 6:34 AM
for every love that's taken, so much love is wasted.
hell yes.
After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I wanna thank you
'Cause you made me that much stronger
Well I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff, time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you, cause it...
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Oh, ohh
Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh
After all of the fights and the lies cause you're wanted to haunt me
But that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust, so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me
I am a fighter and I
I ain't goin' stop
There is no turning back
I've had enoughhhhhh
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Thought I would forget
But I, I remember
I'll remember, I'll remember
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I wanna thank you
'Cause you made me that much stronger
Well I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust
Called your bluff, time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm
After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you, cause it...
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Oh, ohh
Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh
After all of the fights and the lies cause you're wanted to haunt me
But that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
How could this man I thought I knew
Turn out to be unjust, so cruel
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth
You tried to hide your lies, disguise yourself
Through living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me
I am a fighter and I
I ain't goin' stop
There is no turning back
I've had enoughhhhhh
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Thought I would forget
But I, I remember
I'll remember, I'll remember
'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter
Labels: Fighter - Christina Aguilera
Sunday, May 3, 2009, 1:44 AM
that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic.
We Eat Boys Like Air, Comprendre?
Fri:
- Went for extra TKD Training in the morning - WHOAAAAA. K, things happened. umm. Still, great training.
- Then, caught Amirah and dragged (NYEH HEH) her to Hidhir's condo for the Gym and also the pool. + Arcade + Steam Room + Weird pervert who kept looking at me every time I came out of the toilet. Bus ride home 'cause Daddy J. didn't allow to stay any longer. A weird video call from K & Co. Yes, those are unfortunately my friends. :]
- Fought with bro. OMG. >:EEEEEE
her TP-mates are so lucky.
Sat:
- Due to the fight with bro the prev day, mum&dad got me the MacBook White.
YEAY. :) inyofacehidayat. kinda. not really. :\
- Had TKD training, and at this time, thighs felt a little muscle pull. Worked on the backhook. Yeah, aiming for the head. K.O.
- Tried out the Mac.
FAILED. MISERABLY.
Sun:
- TKD Training @ Tamp. Stadium this time.
Ran rounds and muscles kind of felt like pudding. Yum. Kicked some more. Enjoyed them. But remembered that it was that time of the month. Restrained self from doing too much. Practiced with open target. Watched bro spar with others. HUGEEE THREAT. Gave loads of headshots. Eventually fell. Ouch. Massaged his leg.
ew. k.
OKAY WEEKDAYS' STARTING SOON.
LETS DO WHATEVER. :D
Labels: Do The Jiggly.
