Monday, April 16, 2012, 6:50 AM
I don't wanna be almost there, or a little bit more
You have the potential? I've heard it all before, but i haven't got there yet. My question to noone else but myself is, why?
Is it the platforms, my suroundings and influences, or am I just to blame?
But if I want it badly, there is no other way.
I guess I just haven't pushed hard enough.
I can't stand to see myself like this, so I won't stop until I'm there.
My thoughts may be hazy for now, luck may not be on my side, but there is just no way that I can fall short over and over again, and not have the sense of shame.
This year, I will make sure, that I do the best that I can, to bring it back for the boys back home.
You have the potential? I've heard it all before, but i haven't got there yet. My question to noone else but myself is, why?
Is it the platforms, my suroundings and influences, or am I just to blame?
But if I want it badly, there is no other way.
I guess I just haven't pushed hard enough.
I can't stand to see myself like this, so I won't stop until I'm there.
My thoughts may be hazy for now, luck may not be on my side, but there is just no way that I can fall short over and over again, and not have the sense of shame.
This year, I will make sure, that I do the best that I can, to bring it back for the boys back home.
Saturday, April 14, 2012, 9:22 AM
Did I hear you right
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here
'cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you
Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me
Bruised and battered by your words
Dazed and shattered now it hurts
Haven't I always loved you
But when I need you
You're almost here
Well I never knew how far behind I'd left you
And when I hold you your almost here
Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted
And now I'm with you I'm close to tears
'cause I know I'm almost here
Only almost here
Monday, April 9, 2012, 10:13 PM
let's not waste any more time and go
I AM going to embark on this journey
as tough as it was to make the decision, it's even
tougher going through the course, that, I'm not doubting one bit.
It's up to you, you, and all of you, to choose if you want to
support me through these challenging times, or just
leave and forget me.
'cause truth is, I won't forget you. Or any of our memories.
My family, friends, boyfriend, my team.
as tough as it was to make the decision, it's even
tougher going through the course, that, I'm not doubting one bit.
It's up to you, you, and all of you, to choose if you want to
support me through these challenging times, or just
leave and forget me.
'cause truth is, I won't forget you. Or any of our memories.
My family, friends, boyfriend, my team.
Friday, April 6, 2012, 12:09 PM
so someone asked me, "What's next?"
and it got me thinking
hmmm, time to take things to the next level
question is...am I ready?
I better be, 'cause life waits for noone,
and I don't wanna miss out opportunities or be left behind.
, 11:45 AM
superluv
I'm not a superheroI'm not that kind of guy
but I can save you if you give me a try
Wednesday, April 4, 2012, 8:19 PM
everything that I'm trying to say just sounds like a worn-out cliche
break down your door, take a little more when I need you aroundTuesday, April 3, 2012, 10:51 AM
I don't have to be like Zuzana
or Jillian, or Lisa
or anyone else for that matter.
I just gotta be myself, and the best that I can f*cking be.
Monday, April 2, 2012, 10:14 AM
I threw my armour down, leave the battle ground, for the final time now
Sunday, April 1, 2012, 11:50 AM
*flicks collar*
