Changes.
Noone can really see them except for yourself, and Him of course. Other than that, noone will truly know what you've changed, or how much you've changed about yourself (not physically of course)
And no matter how much they say they do know, that they do see it, that they're aware...they never really will remember. So it's up to you, to give yourself that constant reminder. That the change isn't for them, for those people. It's all on you, for yourself and the one above. Noone will fully understand what you're going through, so have enough understanding and patience to let them believe what they do. After all, they'll never really understand what's in your mind, feel what you feel, at least not at that very point of time. Just be patient. Very patient.
I'll give you all the time you need
Because you need someone to understand you
And trust me, I understand where you're coming from
But just because I understand, doesn't mean I totally agree with it
But I'm not one to make you go against your own beliefs, whilst I'm on my own journey to a better me
So do what you must, but please, stop the contradictions
And through it all, don't regret.